A N I S 97

i can't stop to feel sad

my emotions - too deep to describe

i can't stop crying when i thought about it

i felt so pity, sorry for him

i wished that there is other way to help him out

but he made the decision

at least, he shared everything

even it was so hard for him

very hard to explain

but i do understand

i know i can't afford to lose him

or maybe i won't lose him after all

even he thought that he might losing me

it seems to make us closer

even better

i believe it will work out

i will never stop to care about him

he always made me feel 'being a good friend' is just worth it

~aNiSr~

truly am addicted with Usher's latest album - Here I Stand
and this song~ errrghhh! i love it~ ;p is there such signage out there? thihihi~


"Will Work For Love"

Can you help me?
Anybody out there help me
Please can you help me?

Excuse me mister, I fell on hard times, I need some help
But don't need a dime, don't earn a way, I'll wash your clothes
If you let me stay, find your revoke,
Day after day, people walk by, I can't catch their eyes
I Pull out my sign,

It says:
Will work for love
I will I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love

Can you help me? (help me)
Anybody out there help me (does anybody out there)
Please can you help me?

Excuse me you two, got love to spare?
Search my whole heart, it ain't none in there
Pardon me sister, I'm on my last
Don't have no love, that's OK, God bless

Day after day people walk by, I can't catch their eyes
I Pull out my sign, it says:
Will work for love
I will I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love

It says:
Will work for love
I will I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love

I remember the day I lost my heart (hey yeah)
Took it for granted I went to far
Fall down, cried and to feel that love again
I Hold on this sign till the very end
Do anything

I will I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love

~aNiSr~

it's just striked while i was driving back to KL from so-many-places today.

it's been a while 'closests' didn't give a tinkle.

i just read his page this early morning and i managed to guess which one.

and this time, i felt, this is the ONE.

i've deep thought that his 'closests' are now realized that we won't or just couldn't be together

even they've been supportive but at the end of the day, it's all about him and his decision

and now, i am away, far far away

from him & his 'closests'

i just want to take good care their feelings, and most obvious, mine~

~aNiSr~

"Moving Mountains"

It's like whatever I do,
Ooh
Just can't get through to you
Ooh, ooh
I'm never gonna tell anything wrong
Ooh, ooh,
Listen
Oh

Now, now she loved me, shawty I loved her
Used to jump up in the maybach and roll out
Used to care, she used to share
The love that she used to give me can't be found
I lost my way, she said she'd stay
And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you said that, baby no worries I promise to get us back

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains... hey.
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away.
It's like moving mountains... (moving mountains)
It's like moving mountains... (moving mountains)
Why just leave me?
Just leave me be
Just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be, ooh, ooh
Be, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoaaa, whoa

She, she don't touch me, I don't touch her
We rarely even ever say a word
I really want to give her everything she deserves
But the bad took away the good
She thinks that I'm full of it, arguments, always pissed, man I'm tired
Every kiss that I miss, girl you know I'm trying
You never believe when I say, and I never believe it when you say
I love you, and I shouldn't complain about it
I should take it like a man and walk up out it
Cause we will never be the same, ooh
I've been standing in gas and you have been the flame

I know sorries just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to get through
Got to move this mountain... yeah
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains... (moving...)
It's like moving mountains... (moving...)
Well baby why you just leave me?
Just leave me be
Just leave me
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be, ooh

This must be a slow death that I'm travelin on
It feels so wrong, I'm barely holdin' on...

See no matter what it takes, I've gotta get it together, baby yeah

And these hills that I'm travelin' up
She ain't showin me love
I'm down on my love
Oooh, I'm down
Whoa

I know sorries just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying, I'm trying my boo
But it's like moving mountains... ey
It's like moving mountains... (moving these mountains) hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains... (I'm trying)
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me?
Just leave me be
Just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be, ooh

Baby, baby
Whoa, yeah

by : Usher

or leave everything behind~

~aNiSr~

Referee : 'Kayu' - Tevez deserved to get penalty or at least free / corner kick when his ankle been pulled by Hreidarsson on penalty box.

Overall Game : Hell mess! Especially on Man U's but Porstmouth's played very well

Penalty : Can smell the over-confident on Man U and Porstmouth's kicked like first time playing

Feelings : Hampess~ haih~

Result : 0-0 (Penalty - Man U : 3, Porstmouth : 0)

~aNiSr~

heard the original song when i entered Nine West @ Pavilion today. haih~ it just stopped me for a while. when i reached home, searched for this song in my folder. then, i remembered that i've heard Female-Version of this song and i found out this plus Female Version by Kyla.
and, i just simply have a split thought of him.


Wait For You

ooh ooh
oooooh oooooh
ooh
Been a while since you and I've spoken but you have to know
All the reasons i felt the need to let you go, ooh
I gave u everything, but boy i never felt like u were there for me.
Started when u were leaving town like every week
I knew that you were seeing someone sexually, ooh
How could u lie to me?
It hurts inside of me
Theres no denying
That i had to go and get out of this
You were bad for my life.
It wasn't easy, no
And i was scared
But i had to do what was right.


I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you,and I'm wishing you would come back through my door, ooh
Why did u have to go?
You could have let me know,
So now I'm all alone.
Girl you could've stayed but you coudn't give me a chance
With you not around its a little bit more then i can stand ooh
And all my tears they, keep running down my face
Why did u turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But i know its a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be.


So baby i will wait for you
Cuz i don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby i will wait for you
If u think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do
Ill wait for you

Its been a long time since you called me
How could you forget about me?
You got me feeling crazy, ooh
how could you walk away
everything stays the same
i just cant do it baby
what will it take to make u come back
girl i told u what it is and it just aint like that
why cant u look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby why cant we just
Just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If u give me a chance
I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby i will wait for you
Cuz i don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me i ran out of time
if it takes the rest of my life
Ill wait for you.

Baby you can wait if you wanna
Can stay if u wanna
But today i ain't gonna come back
Boy u played your game like u wanted
And lost cuz u fronted
So today its ending like that.

by : Elliott Yamin ft. Nina Sky

~aNiSr~

got this song from Miss Always-Laugh and it's killing me. ahahhaha~ even there is nobody specific but truly enough it's haunting me :P

the arrangement, lyrics & musics = Perfect!

Cinta Ini Membunuhku

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

by : D'Masiv

~aNiSr~

i heard he lose weight and i think i can see that. obviously!

good for him. happy that he achieved that he always wanted. at least he proved to himself or might be to his Another-Half.

so nobody can ever mentioned that obnoxious 'FAT' word again to him - NEVER! whether intentionally or unintentionally. better don't or else you gonna end like me.

i just thought something that i did last week. SMSed Mr.Used-To-Be-Another-Half. and i am so surprised that the big 'EGO' still stick to him and even worse.

i thought i've made the right step, asking how he's doing and all that, but then i think, i've made the wrong one.

had a good conversation with Mr.Sweet Talker outside my hommie today. and i felt more comfortable to tell him anything... feel so good when we still remains friends till to-date.

~aNiSr~

*while listened to Sempurna - Andra & The Backbone (supposed to cheer me up but end up, it reminds me to someone dear - used to be)

i can smell his attitude but too bad i still missed that.

it's just, there are quite a few unique attitude about him that hardly to forget and indescribable.

if he's reading this, am i entitled for his forgiveness?

i just hate to lose a friend, especially someone like him.

but hey~ did i forgive him for whatever he did to me? guess that's not important anymore.

i know he's with i-dunno-who-and-i-don't-really-bother and he wouldn't hide about that but do we still remains as friends? guess not

it's just his ego is beyond the limit but his maturity still below the edge

and it's better to follow his way, 'Stay a while and listen' ~


~aNiSr~