A N I S 97

i deserved to share the fun here. last night's birthday celebration was great. we were eating while watching football. i mean some of the re-run on this week matches. at least we shared same interest even i'm not too good as -U- :) -U- was so speechless when looked at the cuppies and -U- didn't want to eat it at all! thihiihiihi~ glad -U- like it. -U-rs expression was worth it! :D

and basically o-U-r dinner last night, i felt so - myself. i felt like i'm being myself and my mind wasn't elsewhere. just focusing on the food, -U- and the celebration. maybe because i know that i'm taking next step seriously. even at first when i picked -U- up, it's kinda of rushing a bit. it's 9pm and am scared that Chilli's will closed soon. so am driving like errrr~ you know! (thank God, till now -U- still not regret hop in to my car! :P) and the cuppies were still alright! pheeww~

and the suprises start from the cuppies, then i asked the waiter to prepare a complimentary dessert for -U-. so done! with a blue candle on top without birthday song, -U- blew the candle. malu la tu orang nak nyanyikan :P tapi kelakar la kan. suddenly the dessert on the table and just simply blow the candle. but one of the waiter, suddenly stopped at our table to look at the cuppies. he was so impressed with the cuppies till he offered to give candles to put on top of the cuppies. please! don't destroy the cuppies! so i just refused to have those candles. :D but i did mentioned to him that it's -U-'s birthday and asked him to prepare the complimentary dessert. 'wanna us to sing?' he asked, and me simply ' oh yes!' ahhahaah~ and -U- so freaked out. even there was one group that sat next to us also celebrating birthday, so there goes the singing part. and you should see -U- expression. bloody freaked out! 'ish, terkejut i!' i can feel he's so nervous about it. takot benor ;) but then, on -U-'s part, i just asked for the dessert + the candle and he just blew it and i just snapped the photo. kinda dull u think? ahhahahah~ but have to respect -U- 'gangsterness' aight! nyanyi-nyanyi tak gangster la kan? :P

when sent -U- home, i had to present the last suprise. which is the presents! Burberry Brit with Prada miniature + Wayne Rooney - The Way it is biography. he simply - i shall say - untalkable @ silent moment. weeeeehuuuu! but still he didn't cry la. ahahahah~ even -U- used to mentioned to me if someone made suprises on his birthday, he's gonna cry definitely! tak gangster la cenggitu! thihihi~ but hey, hope -U- had a great birthday this year! i simply loves suprises and hope -U- did. it's just simply me that always granted my dear friend's wishes....

p/s : by the way, i really want to see -U- play football and support dari jauh la konon :P but too afraid to offer. (takot die tak bagi datang sebenarnye :P) i wish i can come and see any -U-'s match. seriously if -U- wants me to be there at every match, i will! ngeee~ watching few hunk(s) running around with those sweat jerseys, shorts & boots definitely a FUN thing too aight? :'P

*suddenly i realised that i didn't snap any photo of -U-'s presents! am i losing my mind or what? photos? forgot? waaaaa~it's so not me! :'p

~aNiSr~

it's wrap up! i've done what i've planned for -U- and like i published before (even there was few changes ;)). hope he had a great time last night.

and now, i'm officially done. i shall blown everything away. i never blamed on -U- of what happen to us. i still can't figure what's on -U-'s mind. but i know there is something. i know -U- thinking of something! one thing that i realised is that, -U- that i know few months ago is much different of -U- that i've confessed on last December (i mean after that confession). i guess it's all coming back to me - for being too rush on everything. but still relieved (even i have loaddss of things to say to him last night!) at least, i dare to tell him that i'm in LOVE with him before.

now, -U- hardly to reply my SMS & even on !YM. don't that tell me something?

it's hard. it's sad. but i have to move on. i know i suppose to continue to be friends with -U- but he seems not interested to continue even as a friend either. maybe -U-'ve been thinking that if -U- proceed to be friends with me, -U- scared that i still put on hope (which sometimes i did but it's just fade away because i know i can't).

i dunno why tears just simply my dear best friend when thought back of what happen to us, what happen to -U-. but i don't want to give any pressure on -U-. just pray for the best of -U-. hope -U- have a great life ahead... yeah~ without me searching, SMS-ing, !YM-ing -U- anymore. at least, i'm no longer annoyed to -U-.

i guess, i really need to release all the things that cracking ma' head in 4days time. works, love life, and myself. not here, but 'there'. even i wish that -U- can send me to the airport that night. but it's simply another dream that i wish i had one.

~aNiSr~

Oh my! it's been ages i didn't publish anything here. so busy with tonnnNNnnNneee of work, meetings, presentations and today is FRIDAY! i just simply love Fridays.

anyway, i've done one simple CRAZY thing on 5th March 08 in the afternoon. i went to KLCC for this!!!

Sneak Peak ;)

Open Up!

Taddaaa~! weeeeeeeeeeee~ :-*

It's been tagged as aNiSr97 :D

thank you to Mr.Gossipo for being verrryyy much restless and keep on IMed me in the office and meramai-ramaikan setan di keliling kita. he actually wanted to buy iPod Nano and me thinking of taking iPod Touch. basically it started like this. 'closest' just showed a package from this credit card which you may purchase iPod and paid by installment but i have to wait approximately 2-4weeks for it. so me getting excited on last weekend started to sms CML Big Bro & Mr. Gossipo. and both of them just simply agree (on behalf of me :P) of taking iPod Touch. but i just wonder if can buy directly from any shop which can pay by installment. so thought of going to Machines @ KLCC to do the survey. ok done! then on 4th March, i went to KLCC to exchange 'IT' (errr~ the one that for -U- :P) to upgrade the 'IT' to bigger package which is saver! but i had an some 'tragic incident' with the promoter & floor manager at iSetan which pissed me off and made a 'tragic complaint' about it. (dun wanna talk about that so much!). after that, went to survey at Machines on the iPod price & everything.and yeah! can pay installment for RM1K & above! am so excited! the next day, me & Mr. Gossipo were so excited until we can't even do our work at office kerana setan terlalu ramai mengelilingi kami sehingga saya mangambil keputusan untuk pergi ke KLCC dan dan tu juga! what a crazy me ~ haih! sesungguhnya saya juga berjaya menyetan kan Mr. Gossipo untuk amik 8GB instead of 4GB kerna hitam itu menawan! ngeeee~ 4GB only come in Silver colour. but yet, i have o bring 'closest' as the 'temporary banker' ahahhahah! but when place the card, there some merchant issue, have to pay cash for both iPod. giler ke hape! yup! double trouble crazy! but will be installment to 'temporary banker' instead. ahahahahah! so 'closest' now officially have another baby which is Mr. Gossipo. even she mentioned this ' cakap ngan die, i dah nampak sangat die tergedik-gedik nak iPod tu' thihihiih~ by the way, Mr. Gossipo is the most supportive colleague and positive thinker in CML. he's one who introduced me to Celebrity Fitness. lalallala~ but now, no more gym.ngeeeee~ malas! :P

next thing is, i've got my PC into the 'workshop' again and very fortunately, it's ready on the same day i bought the iPod. weeeehuuu! it's downloading time!

errr~ what's else? i've to organize Business Plan presentation on 4th March (Tuesday), meeting with KDNHEP on 6th March (Thursday). and yeah! yesterday (6th March) was a hectic day. i have to settle some finance issue with my retailer which i certainly hate it! i hate delivering sad news to the Retailer especially which involved with financing. huwaaaaaa~ i've to wait until 8pm to settle out that issue. have to make calls to District Manager, Finance Manager & done! ergggggggh~ simply Sangat Serabut Day yesterday.

waiting for -U-r confirmation on the vacation. till today, no SMS from him. but i think -U- not going. :'( i've buzzed -U- on !YM this 2days but -U- didn't reply, dunno why. i wonder whether i should ask or not? uwaaaaaaaa~ why la have to be like this. am too scared to ask -U-. but ready for the 'SUPRISES. Hope -U- can make it on 'that particular' day! pray hard!

hey! baru je type. but -U- has confirmed that -U- can't make it for the vacation. it's ok. what can i say...

oh! one more thing, my Birthday Wish List 2008 kurang satu la cenggini :D but definitely there will some other things will come out from now till July aight? definitely! :P

yeah! typing all these @ office. refer to the time below. muahahahah! can't wait to end the day...

~aNiSr~

done! after went for hunting the First Night Dress for Good-Colleague who's getting married in 6days, me and companied by Ma'-Personal-Tukang-Gelak went to bought 'IT'(s) and perfecto!~ even kinda frustrated when 'one' of the item that i wanna buy was sold out. but maybe i'm gonna find 'IT' at other place. weeeeeeeeeee~

a) Reservation for that 'particular day' - Checked & Done!

b) 'IT'(s) for that 'particular day' - Checked & Half way Done! (Special Message & Tie It Up)

c) Cuppies for that 'particular day' - Checked & Done! (awaiting for reply on the confirmation)

d) Reserve -U- for that 'particular day' - errr~ :'( pray hard U'll be free or else...

Plan B

Must have! Definitely~

:: counting to 8days ::

~aNiSr~