A N I S 97

pissed off with someone that really don't know how to control or have the ANGIN!

layan je la.....

~aNiSr~

My Streamyx's line went down i think for a week! how i filled my time then? Tidoring, TV, TIdoring, SMSing (=p tq!:">)TV and yeah the same routine :P but there's time that i went out jugak la of coz. shopping sket sane sini, hang out lepak minum-minum @ NZ with High School friends. solidly FUN! (eventhough ade gak org yg aku tak suker dtg that time. but wth! giler keji haku =p) that time, i'm so in 'Jiwa Kacau' mode. muahhhahaha~ at the end, i asked BFF to pass by umahnye. janji dapat tgk bumbung rumah pon ok la. kengkonon menahan rindu la konon :P ahhahahah! but the next day? weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =p

~aNiSr~

everything's new!

• my new job - new JD, new stress :D



• new life @ emotion - errrr~ kinda! releasing, relief, letting go bla~bla~bla



• new friends - yeah! new good friends! Alhamdulillah!



• new stuff in the closets- hell ya! u mean shoes or tops? ahahhaha!

~aNiSr~

Cik Anis, don't think too much! i think you know better. don't deny it!

the answer is ~NO~ (or might be in thinking mode?errghhhhhhhhhh!) which part that you don't understand Miss Anis? :-

solid reasons that i can think of :

• too late



• too fast (yeah!again)



• mmg ko je yang perasan sebenarnye Cik Anis ~ lalalalala~ :">

am i regret? errrr nop! (again! never felt regret when being nice to someone~)

*yeah! thinking so NEGATIVELY now. sleeping in hoping mode*

~aNiSr~

feeling so nervous today. dunno why~ whole day! till now, still feel like my blood running all over upside down without following the proper flow.

hoping some great news.

~aNiSr~

huhuhuuuh! can't think anything now! haihhhhhhhh~ still can feel the blushing mode everywhere. mmg seminggu takyah pakai blusher pi keje ni~ ehheheheh~

i just published 'Suprises' post and turn out ~ me back to basic doing suprises to someone. thhihihiih~ loving it!

thanks to 'closest' and ++ (i got new family from 'closest' network! wehuuuuuuuuuuu~) for the craziest moral support ever! went to their house (which is soooOoOOoO near to mine) to buy few elegant bracelets. and suddenly they ter~promo this stainless steel magnetic infrared thingy bracelet which can help improve the health la mende ntah. just thought about someone, and errr~ 'closest' pon memberi cadangan bernas ' nis, pe lagi, bagi ... menarik ni' and guess what?! i was thinking the same thing! that's so me! when someone nice to me, i always be 10 times nicer to them.

hope you like it dear~ :">

~aNiSr~

• felt so away



• felt so disconnected



• too fast



• too late



• too much

can't afford to do same mistake. i wish i can ask or tell him but hey! boleh tak chill?! you can see from the response. and actually you can feel inside. deep inside! it's nothing! stop putting hope~

are u suffering short term memory lost Miss Anis? or u just in denial mode?

yeah~ when reading back the !YM Archive, it's nice to be true. but the fact is, he's just a friend from High School~ only treats me as a Good ex-High School Friend ONLY. lalalallalaa~

*close the book! Anis, you are not telling him anything ok?! haih~

~aNiSr~

i feel odd!

yeah maybe thinking of something that i know will never be the same again. we never get everything that we want. even though sometimes we thought that's the most perfect thing for us but others might be thinking the other way round.

yup! he's a good friend. knowing since High School then we met back through Friendster & !YM. no doubt, i do like to be friends with him (hoping more than a friend Anis? =o). but i just felt maybe he suddenly felt that we are coming from two different world which seriously i don't mind about that. but i guess, i don't want to push it to the edge. might turn worse cik Anis. yeah~ i did my part. try my best to be a good friend errr~ yeah~ more than that sometimes i guess. hahhahah~

but sometimes man always a man. when there is a huge gap between the man and the woman, they tend to move away from the gap rather than close it or at least make it smaller. or it's just a human nature. not specific to any gender.

i can feel that he's slowly try to get away from this 'circle'. it's his choice actually. but so far, i had great time knowing him. not much to say. or it might just me that only terperasan sekejap sekali lagi. lalalalala~ wth aight?

*spread the love mode*

*tu la mase die elok dgn hang, hang lari masuk hutan, takut la ape la. skang ni, rasekan la Cik Anis oi. :"> lalalalala~

~aNiSr~

i just love suprises!

Sometimes i dreamed of someone standing at my doorstep and suprises me with a bouquet of flowers and ring me from the outside 'hey u!i kat luar ni, keluar la jap!' weeeeeeeeeeeeeehuuuuuuuuuuu~ i do love suprises. when it combine it with FLOWERS, adoiiii~ jatuh hati suda. ahahahhaah! suddenly.... =p

~aNiSr~

phewwww~

yup 2 days packed!

Saturday

morning - Majlis Aidilfitri @ Surau. me taking care of the slide. woohhooo~ yeah! so canggih this year.me had to read out speech also. adeh mak~ wakil wanita. perrrgghhh! sounds so like 'marilah undi saya!' :P

afternoon - went to Pavillion with 'closest' wehuuuuuuuuuu~ wanted to get the ballerina tapi takdeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! damn! even not at the display! geram. totally geram. before that went into Tangs, bought a Butterfly brooch! lovely~ and the price also'LOVELY' went to The Loaf to buy some bread yang yummy. yup! the Lamb Sandwich was superb! pusing punye pusing went to Clinique House. 1st in Malaysia. and saw the consultant that i knew in KLCC. wehhhuuu~ mmg ade je borak dan promosinye kan? :P bought cleanser milk and wanted to buy more but heh~ abis budget untuk 2bulan akan datang nanti. huhuuh~ then, so many places that we singgah but me so frust coz tak dapat kasut idaman kalbu.

night - errr~ thihihi~ last minute plan. went out with a good friend i should call here =p wanted to ask about the shoes again.but actually i wanted to hang out somewhere with someone. =p headed to vincci then to Dome. minum2 and chat here and there but hey he's kinda quite though. so lagi la haku segan.(ye ke? =o) ehhehee~ then headed to Kota Damansara to pass something to 'closest'. yup! went with him. thihii~ then headed back to send him home and continue YMessengering till 1am ++.

-end of the Saturday-

Sunday

morning - errr~ woke up around 10am. eventhough woke up at 9am tapi saje gatal meneruskan perjalanan tdo. then trus je menonong watching tv. then around 12 ++, siap siap for wedding at neighbour's house. and guess what! i've met my High School Math teacher! weeeehuuuuu~ i remembered as the Loudest Teacher ever! when she started to scream or even started her class,the whole building will hear her voice. yes! seriously! but she's nice though. turn out she's the sister of my neighbour. habis la rahsia kerajaan haku zaman skolah dulu. =p

afternoon - pick good friend up at his house. and ter errrr~ meet his mom. lalu diriku lakukan perkara wajib wanita melayu terakhir =p. actually our plan was - open house @ kota damansara - midvalley (shoes +movies) but turns out last minute lagi - wedding @ putrajaya. huhuuh~ so the flow would be - keramat - putrajaya - kota damansara - midvalley =p wehuuuu~ yup! full day pack! went to the wedding, us kinda errr~ i dunno feel like ackward i guess coz we were like from different world i guess. then turn out to be me going one side and he's going one side. seriously i dunno how to react. and i guess he felt same way. then, me sitting with others (definitely fun group =p) + High School BFF next to me. and mule la soalan2 cepu emas keluar such as - datang ngan sape? sorang je ke? bile lagi? mane BF? even ade yang gatal ' mane suami ko? bukan ko dah kawen ke bulan lepas' i take it as SUPER DAMN FUNNY statement of the day la. ahhahahah! mmg giler~ me going there with jeans ( Ya Ampun! tak penah dibuat haku!) and seriously Thank God i've missed the 'Pasangan Bahagia'. it's actually very closeeee giler coz' when we were like went up through the stairs and then they were just passed by but not looking towards the stairs la. ahhahah~ hope u can imagine that. but i'm so RELIEF not meeting them though! but yeah~ everybody looks like shock when look at us. arrghh~ don't bother la. but i don't know how he felt about it la kan.

evening - went to Midvalley + The Gardens. uhuhuuh~ got the BALLERINA! weeeeehuuuuuuuuuuu~ so happy bout it. and turn out, bought another one. Black Wedges. huhuhu~ showed to him - nice or not? dia senyum je. =p thiihih~ then have a tour in The Gardens and stopped by at ISetan, yup almost menyetan when i saw this brown long purse by Liz Clairborne yang giler lame dah menjadi Idaman Hatiku! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ mmg teringat-ingat ni. huhuhu~ but can't afford to buy for now. ahhahah~ budget giler lari mengangkang dah ni =p (hoping someone can buy for me *wink *wink~)

sent him back to the house but errr~ half way to the home, he accidentally ter~slept. too tired. sian u =p

-end of sunday-

~aNiSr~

can't just stop it ~ when thought back, i can't hold it.

just received 'closest' call - complaining about something which also make me pissed me off like she did! mmg tak boleh terima la ape yg dah terjadi.

back to the track, i just hoping 'closest' didn't ask bout 'it' but 'closest' did. i just can't hold the tears~ but i kept on talking to her like usual. but deep in the heart, full of GUILT~ and i keep on promising ...

~aNiSr~

errrr~ yup! today's training really made my head cracked and waiting to burst. feel so like 'aku tak tau semua ni!!! camne aku nak survive?!!' and there ARE A LOTTTTT!
wait & see then!

~aNiSr~

early in the morning, it's raining. i just love rain! rain never fail made me feels so good. plus it's Friday and raining on Friday morning made me feels better. but turns out raining also means something else.

in the afternoon, i cracked into tears. a call from 'closest' that i missed so much. hoping that i'll be there but i can't.

i'm in the middle of - I don't want to tell a LIE but can't afford to tell the TRUTH either. i have to respect both sides. but my 1st prioritize definitely towards my 'closest'. but i just can't tell the other 'closest'. so i'm stucked in the middle. when i put down the phone, my tears just burst. can't even say a word. but i know, this decision made is the best for me right now. sometimes i just have to follow & see & no need to think further. 'closest' knows better than anyone else.

i do hope the other 'closest' understand eventhough sometimes i doubt about it. seriously, i want to be there for the WHOLE day. i mean it! sometimes i feel i just wanna go & never bother of him, but i know, i can't afford to do that. but when 'closest' give out the red light, i don't have anything to say. but there is also other reasons why i can't make it.

Dearest Closest +++ (why? because there are few of them)

Sorry i can't make it. I wish I can tell everything. but i guess it's for our own good, for both sides. but my Love towards all of you will never change... that's for sure!

~aNiSr~

damn~ i miss him!

~aNiSr~

thihihii~ i should publish this one last night tapi wuhoooo~ a week before 'the time' always drives me crazy. feel so sleepy, feel blotted, started to eat without planning & thinking. huhuhu~ but it's a hormone thing aight~ can't live without it!

she called yesterday. just to ensure whether i received the wedding invitation and i did tell her on the wrong-name-written incident. and she kinda very errrr~ shall i say quite embarassed on what happened? then she send a SMS late evening - say sorry ++ (i shall not publish here. what for?) hmmmmm~ i guess~ apology accepted. actually she doesn't owe me anything. yup~ anymore. it's just me. i just hate to be hurt. DAMN HATE i said! when i loved someone (whether special one, or friends), i really mean it. and i will do anything for them. even more than myself. but if they just snapped it, or lose it- u asking me? you don't wanna know how i'm gonna react and till when. and maybe you wish you never knew me before. i wish i can tell her everything here. but i think, the more i said, the worse thing could be.

i still can remember the way she look at me, the thing that she said to me that time. i don't mind people said anything to me, even cursing me straight on my face, but that day, i just feel i lose it! lose the trust towards you and i think you lose the trust towards me too.

don't feel sorry for yourself. yes! i am truly sorry for myself 'cos feeling this way. but like i said, i just HATE to be hurt. thank you for all the things that you have done for me during our good time together. seriously i mean it. but i guess, u have better life now even without me as your friend. always pray for the best...

~aNiSr~

i should start reading books by now. to improve communication and writing skills =p

too late, u think? naaah~ everyday is a learning day. u learn new things each day. i do read lots of books during high school and it improves my writing skills A LOT! but then during university, i can't even manage my time to read newspaper. bought magazines, till next month, still haven't finisih half of it. uhhuhuhu~ if text book during uni, just read the index or front chapter. then ttuuuuuuuttttttt~ just refer 2 days before exam. run through the whole book in 1/2 hour. how fast and cool is that? i'm the superwoman what? ahhahahah~ pastu berangan nak pass dengan pelbagai warna :P

have to make habit. maybe i should start by completing reading the magazines that i've bought for this month. i think my main hinder is the DESKTOP! busy blogging, Friendstering, Facebooking, YMessengering ~ =p so starting tomorrow, sit and laid back on the bed and start READING! ~yeah right! :">~

~aNiSr~

should i or shouldn't i tell her @ them?

it's not that i don't want. i really love too but i can't (i think).

but i know, i should telling her @ them the truth. but how?

scared that it might turn worse.

i just LOVE them so much!

*errr~ Super-Fast-Good-Friend doesn't care? hey! it's predictable!

~aNiSr~

supposed to publish this post on 7th Nov, but can't manage to leave the sleep =p*

today's closest' birthday!

Happy Birthday Sis! Thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for all the love that i know i'll never get elsewhere. Always Love You...

Tomorrow at Bangsar Seafood - celebrating 'closest' birthday & Deepavali too =D

~aNiSr~

*supposed to publish this post on 7th Nov, but can't manage to leave the sleep =p*

last night, had a chat with 'closest' and she shared some sad stories. i'm really pissed and so angry when been told that story. love is blind and turn you blind and numb too remember?

my 'closest' also continued her stories. from my view, i think if you had very calculative in spread-the-love things, don't be suprise that your children or the other party will do the same thing. don't expect anything for return if you too hesitate or too stingy to start it first. if you don't know how to respect others, why should they bother to respect you?

back to the Loves Turn You Blind story. if we love someone, we tend to do crazy things (in fact, we turn crazy when we are in love.(i did =p) we gonna keep thinking about him/her, keep berangan things that tak masuk akal sometimes, always planning suprises for him/her (i like suprises :">) but sometimes we never admit that we tend to let them do anything to us. let them do crazy thing to us. yeah~ we tend to be 'too tolerate, too tak kisah' most of the time. because what? because we love them and doesn't want them to get away from us. we too scared of losing them but sometimes we tend to forget that they might didn't feel the same way towards us. sometimes, say the LOVE words might be enough, but once you said it, u better prove it and show it aight? to said it out, it is not easy, to maintain of something that you've said is even harder. no need to hug tight till u cannot breath, but a gesture and body language is more than enough. kalau dah asik berkepit bagai pon rimas jugak kan? understanding, respect and trust are good combination i guess. blend it and you gonna get good mixture.

*I miss to 'spread-the-love' lalalalla~

~aNiSr~

haih~ i received an invitation from old high school classmate (rather to call her classmate than a friend). when i opened it, i'm so speechless! the name stated there is ...............!!!! wth? my first Cinta Monyet Pertama Yang Psycho? what the? then i just simply called my High School BFF and told her bout it and she just ' ilek la anis, salah letak tu. ko jgn la pk pk hal dulu, dah lepas tu lepas la. jgn la nak marah die ke ape' eeee but it's so coincidence! then i said 'nape tak letak ..... & pasangan / partner?' and she answered back ' dah kalau die letak, lagi ko hangin tak?' haihhh~ i don't give a damn anymore but it's too errr~ COINCIDENCE! hope he didn't get the card that have my name written there? or else it is a SET UP! uhhuhhu~ but don't bother as i won't come to the wedding anyway unless i don't know~ something or someone change my mind~ but not because of the wrong-name-written incident, but what she have done to me long time ago.had forgive her but SERIOUSLY hard to forget. that's why i just HATE to be hurt...

~aNiSr~

diriku yg rakus menyuap One Scoop Haagen Dazs Green Tea sambil menjawab tepon =p (credit to my dearest BFF yg mengambil gambar ni secara curik-curik dan mmg diriku tak sedar okeh? :~*)

can spot the Double Chin? huhuhuhu~

~aNiSr~

thihihihi~ i guess today kind of Girls' Talk Day! it happened in the afternoon and late evening today. 'closest' called me today and shared some interesting stories about her close friend. hurrrmmm~ kind of sad of having a friend who doesn't know how to appreciate people called BEST FRIEND. but what i believe is, if you can't tolerate each other, it's hard to proceed. i had tough time too with my BFFs but hey~ we still remain as BFFs though! maybe it's just because a simple understanding is more than enough. like i said before in my previous post, there is a lot of people outhere that can be your BEST FRIEND, but are they WILLING to be your BEST FRIEND? if yes, then he's/she's the one!

then, my 'closest' called my direct line in the office and started talking about our 'closest' matters. but seriously thinking about it, 2 way communication should be implemented away long time ago. shouldn't be a NASTY problem now!

then me and my 'backsite' colleague (ahahahha! i know! sounds giler keji but wth!) and other colleague as well went to this one big room to do lawatan of good-colleage and started to have conversation about AIDS Awareness and errrr~ some other 'marriage & sensitive' issues. thtihihhi~ can't afford to tell anything here coz' toooooOOoOoOO shy la :"> we had BIG laugh la. malu pon ade, but then straight to the point la kan? it's called KNOWLEDGE SHARING. not saying that i'm the expert la kan? but just to share what i know =p lallalalala~

and today's training seriously made me feel more excited to do new job eventhough the hesitation and takut-takut still there. but hope this 2-weeks training will be giving me more semangat waja to move forward and prepare for next challenges. and today the boss-of-the-boss called me to his office and jeng jeng jeng~ just did V&V je rupenye. but my so called 'TEAM mates' were like ' ha ni confirm la ni stay kat dpmt lame ni, so pack pack je notes ni sume ni ye?' and another one said' so komfem u jadi manager ni?' hahahahah~ i'm like what the? ahhahahah~ crazy la they all! but one day? we never know...

and this morning i had breakfast with 'EXTERNAL' mentor. and he made me feel better of getting to know my strenght & weakness and in fact knowing myself better...

~aNiSr~

i should have published these photos first rather than 'Bujang & Dara's'. this happened at my 'closest' house before we had quick breakfast. i just adore this photos! when 'closest' turned to 10 years old kid! lepaskan gian then masuk rumah termengah-mengah kepenatan as the road is quite berbukit lol~ ahhahahaha~

*wonder why i still can't 'afford' to ride a bicycle till now~ thihiihi~

~aNiSr~

wuhhhhuuuuu~ it's already November! kejapnye. haih~ just read 2 comments that made me laugh berguling-guling depan desktop ni :P forgot to story of the glory when me n BFF crossed the road along Bukit Bintang Walk yesterday. We saw a line of new Honda Elysion passing by all the way Bukit Bintang Walk. and i'm like errr~ i want to take photo! tapi polis giler berlambak and taknak la nampak jakun sangat pls :P so i took my V8 and kengkonon cam sms la sblom nak lintas jalan. BFF already laugh like mad la sbb haku berlakon dengan cemerlang but suddenly i saw one of the co-driver pulled down the window and shouted to me ' errrr~ dik! belakang kosong ni,meh la naik, nak amik gambar lagi ke? meh la!' adoiiii~ i'm like ' aaaa?!!!' BFF like ' eh, ko ni layan plak buat pe?' thihihii~ me like so cam terkejut and segan pon ade sbb orang perasan taktik haku. lalallalala~ then, barulah kami melintas dengan cemerlang. =p

and today, quite a happy today. no stress as i started in-house training for new job. huhuuhuh~ all day in the room. and quite relax and more and more info to be ABSORB like sponge absorbing the water. lalalallalaa~

my best shots =p

*the Honda Elysion looked nice and kinda smart though! =D

~aNiSr~

Took a bud of rose yesterday @ Westin Hotel but dunno where to put. So i decided to put in inside the 'Mangkuk of My Bujang & Dara'. who are they? refer to photo below. The Dara was soooo in LOVE kot sampai lepak atas bunga ros tu. ahhahah! Dara~Dara~

* I LOVE FLOWERS ~:">

~aNiSr~

wehuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ where should i start?

huh~ yesterday (Saturday), everything went well. yup! following the weekend plan :D went to CLub 21 Bazaar, colleague beraya at hommie, and reached @ Westin Hotel around 7.30pm. waited at the lobby till about 8.05. and they were GORGEOUS! simply stunning~ then went to the Ballroom. and errrr~ they already started the appertizer. yup missed the appertizer but hey 7 dishes ready to go! wuhhhuuuu~ but then, seems like one of the 'closest' kind of errrr~ not in the mood? i wonder why~ coz there was kind of 'changing seats situations' so i felt bad about it. but then i asked another 'closest' why? is it because of me ? or the 'situations' but then 'closest' said it wasn't because of me, it's just a 'food not meeting the expectation' situation. huhuuh~ feel bad till errrr~ 3rd course i remembered. then everything went smoothly. i was so even afraid to take photo with 'closest' huhuuhhu~ (mmg aku sgt negative dan takut bile orang takde mood weehhh! always blaming myself) but if it happened because of me, I'm sorry Dear~ then, the show kinda of OK la. food were average. but the BBQ Lamb and Chilled Lemongrass and Mango Soup - Ginger Ice Cream were EXTRAORDINARY SUPERB! nyum~nyum~ too bad they didn't won any Lucky Draw. better luck next time :P

after the dinner, there goes the CRAZY part! Photo session!!!! OMG! we were like American Next Top Model at one time, then behaved like 4 years old lil' gurls, then Charlie's Angel, and we had sOooOooOOoOOoOooO EXTREMELY FUN! in fact, me showing -the-photo-ession-talent, by putting the camera at any place that can took our photo without anyone's help. and it worked! ahhahahha~ i'm still thinking when me n 'closest' to take photos like org bercinta tgh gaduh la, tgh in love la, melekat kat dinding and you don't wanna know what else that we capable to do just because to have the best shot. all of it! adoiiiii~ me laughing till got cramp in the stomache i tell u. ahhhahahhahhaa~ till we went down to the lobby which is very romantic (that was the 1st time to be in the lobby where they just putting candles & very doom light). back to the PHoTohOLiC session =p took the best shot there. and the faces were like so berkilat and tired :D but the angle was PERFECTO! i like ~~ :"> while waiting for 'closest' closest friend to pick us up, me & 'closest' went outside to take photo with a classic car. but too rush as 'closest' closest friend reached and we were so like kelam-kabut-tak-hingat-dunia but still manage to get the shot. then 'closest' insist to have a glance on the biggest LV boutique. so we were passing by and guess what, 'closest' closest friend managed to stop us there and we were like 'pelancong yg sgt jakun melompat keriangan untuk bergambar-gambaran' thihiihhi~ and me like sooo sgt suke! in fact, there a lady and 2 English men stopped and offered us to take our picture. how nice! and we were like so sgt terexcited and hey! the photo was so SANGAT CANTIK! tak dapat masuk, dapat amik gambar kat pintu pon jadi la =p and reached home around 12 ++. but didn't manage to sleep over at 'closest' house coz my dad shouted dalam gelap and said ' takyah gi la, dah lambat sgt.' thihihi~ suke saye sbb takyah nak siap siap pape :P

=end of Saturday=

Sunday : ni mmg sgt fast forward day :P woke up and rushed to 'closest' house for breakfast. had quick breakfast coz had to pick up BFF at KL Sentral. last minute changes. thihihi~ but sukelah coz i tergesa-gesa demi BFF ku =p nasib my 'closest' sgt memback-up diri ku untuk melepaskan diri dari lepak lame kat 'closest' house (in fact, die yang sebenarnye taknak lame-lame =D) coz' lot of kids yg agak 'kureng sket' kat 'closest' house. huhuhu~ we like errrr~takyah la lelame~ kalau depa takde, mmg sampai malam aku nanti :P then, rushed to KL Sentral with 'closest's' Honda (sukenye saye bile Avanza dicuci :P) and picked her up. and hey!!! we wore same colour today!!!! BLACK DAY! saye suke~ saye suke~ not waiting for hot seat, terus je mulekan sessi updating dan gossiping together. as usual, laughing is a MUST! =D then we main belasah je ikut jalan mane ntah till we reached JW Marriot (yeah~again! but i'm only company my BFF remember? =p) 4th floor - and start the hunting bebeh! heh~ and try try punye try, and errrr~ we went out with empty handed. yeeehaaa! aku berjaya mengawal nafsu shoppingku yang liar! =D proud of it! eventhough, dah pegang 8 kali one CK jacket ni. huhuhu~ even my BFF reminds me 'jgn nanti, malam nanti sms errr~ ..... , kiter teringat-ingat la jacket tu' hahahah! it's so me~ but hey! i managed to forget about the jacket till now ok? wahahhaha! then we went out from the hotel headed to 'Nasi Ayam terbaik my BFF and her BF' ahhahahah! 'Nasi Ayam Chee Meng'. giler klasik name Nasi Ayam tu :P actually BFF had always told me bout this Nasi Ayam beribu kali jugak la kan. in fact BFF's BF also always told me about this place. haih! hari ni berjaya gak BFF membawaku. we walked Bukit Bintang Walk all the way, and we felt like jalan-jalan kat obersi =p. FIrst. the weather was soooOOoo sangat selesa, no hot sun or heavy rain, second, there weren't so much people and in fact Alhamdulillah tiada gangguan. :D when we walked together, there are so many things to laugh. ade je modal BFF aku tu sampai there was one group of 'prebet polis' hang out tepi jalan tu pon, die jadikan modal kenakan aku. ahahahahahha~ dem yuh =p anyway, reached at 'Nasi Ayam Chee Meng' dalam keadaan yg sangat mengah dan haus giler thhihi~ and ordered the Nasi Ayam Terbaik of course. yup! mmg sedap nyum~nyum~

went back to JW Marriot but we stopped at Haagen Dazs. tau je la kami, dessert tu penting. (actually penat jalan =o) we had dessert which cost us more, compared to Nasi Ayam 2 + 2 Assamboi + 1 Iced Milo (errrr~haku le tu minum air sampai 2 gelas :P) ahahahh~ dah nak dessert yang class class la katekan :P we managed to get one seat inside the kiosk (errrr kiosk ke? alaaa yg kedai kecik tengah-tengah jalan kat depan Lot 10 tu =p) sangat la chill giler. had one scoop of ice-cream each and of course, Photo Photo Photo~ pelbagai aksi ok? haahahahahah~ sakit perot mengingatkan i asked BFF to take photo using my V8. mmg semua gambar cam adoiiii mak~ ntah hape style ntah =p i wanted to set up photo ID when she called me kire keluar la muke die kan? tapi gambar tu sume~ huh! i'm speechless and sakit perot ketawa. after had TOO MUCH laugh, then we meneruskan perjuangan perjalanan kami ke JW Marriot. my stomache was soooooooooo FULL! cramp kejap. thihihi~

send her to Petronas Hospital where her 'closest' working there. too bad & sangat kuciwa, i can't drop by coz rushing back home for neightbour's wedding. huhuhuhu~ giler jalan sangat best, bebas tanpa jammed! weeeeeeeehuuuu~ and me driving likeee errr~ lllalalalala~ =p

went to neigbour's wedding. went to one of 'closest' friend open house (this was not included in Weekend Plan too =p) had Kungfu noodle & Rojak . EXCELLENT! dan ye! saye makan banyak hari ni. haih~~~

=end of Sunday=

~aNiSr~

huhuhuhu~ my weekend plans seems to be change a lot.

Lets see :

Weekend Plans

Saturday

Day

Office - pick up projecter

JW Marriot - Club 21 Bazaar - yeah! again~ especially for 'closest' =p

Ex-colleague wedding - did not attend

Open house @ Rawang

Office colleague beraya at hommie -checked

Mr Taw beraya at hommie

Night

'Closest' Annual DInner @ Westin Hotel (can't wait!)

Stay over at 'closest' house

Sunday

Day

JW Marriot - Club 21 Bazaar - again & again - company MMU's BFF (konon =p tumpang skali la :D)
Neighbour's wedding

~aNiSr~

rtistic

imble

mpressive

unny

pulak? >:D

~aNiSr~

ggressive

atural

maginative

parkling

obust

utstanding

andsome

mbitious

awner

nderstanding

*handsome ke aku? ahhahahahah!

~aNiSr~

:D can't imagine! :D started since 21st October 2007 and today 2nd November 2007, i'm publishing 100th post! clap~clap~ to me!

A BIG THANK YOU & SINCERE APPRECIATION to :

• dear friends who never stop supporting me



• readers who still continuing reading

errrr~tu je la kot. bukan menang award ke hape kan? and i'm still green in this industry. cececccece~ giler ayat artis mesia ~:P hopefully there will be any producer @ pengarah tempatan (i want Pierre Andre please~ =p) gonna read my blog and produce drama ke filim ke, cereka samarinda ke? ahahah~pastu masuk paper, saman sane sini 2,3,4 juta cakap ciplak idea. giler keji :D yeah! i want to see how it looks like when people mendramatasikan kisahkuuu... fuhhh~ lama giler tak rempit~lalalalala~

do u believe that? naaahhh~ i'm here just to share and spread the LOVE~

* if this is your first day, just click OCTOBER 2007 @ *ARCHIVE ead from bottom to top.

Happy Reading & Viewing & Commenting too! Looking forward ~:">

~aNiSr~

yesterday 'closest' told me - 'when it's over, it's over'~ haih~

i know lately 'closest' behave and think differently right after the Super-Fast-Good-Friend made 'the' decision and turn away so sudden made her i dunno~ frustrated? who doesn't aight? seems now, 'closest' only want somebody who really SERIOUS with me. not the one who wants to play around or just hang out friend-alike type relationship. yes, you may making new friends, but if they doesn't seems so serioous bout OUR future, then, please let go & don'w waste time. no time for fun-hang-around kind of relationship. no more few years relationship. but arrgghhh!!!!!!! i dunno.

sometimes i felt that i just don't want to settle down after 'not successful' relationship with used-to-be-another half. i used to tell 'closest' that 'kalau tak de rezeki, takde pape dgn die, malas dah nak pk' means :

1) not getting married at all
2) anybody who masuk minang, terima je without have a longgggg thoughts

but then, when munculnya pelangi selepas hujan :P when i knew that 'someone' is ready outhere to settle down, i'm like heyyyy~ i want i want! =p seriously when i 1st saw Super-Fast-Good-Friend's blog, and read about Super-Fast-Good-Friend's plan to settle down ASAP :D, i'm so happy and thankful. but then, how am i going to get to know Super-Fast-Good-Friend? is he willing to accept me the way i am? then, when we had so much FUN together, i've thought ' jgn excited sgt, nanti tak jadi, kau merana Anis' huhuuhuh~ and yeah! it happened though. this is what people say,'takde jodoh, kita tak boleh paksa orang'

better he said it now, instead of time tunang ke nikah ke, die cabut lari ke? sms tak jadi datang ke kan? and kebetulan when he smsed me that time, there were few cases about kawen @ tunang tak jadi main send sms je. huhuhuuh~ so coincidence. but hey~ look it at bright side aight? byk petunjuk tapi tak paham paham lagi. haih~ Anis ~ Anis lallalalala~

thinking so many things today! from used-to-be-another-half, Super-Fast-Good-Friend, 'closests', new job, future (work & personal), until what to do tonite~ aiyaaarkkkk~

i'm just in DILEMMA.

~aNiSr~

how do i feel today?

huhuhu~ bercampur baur. mix up~ mix everthing. suddenly thinking of him. what is he doing now? why it is so hard & difficult to forget you? haihhhhh~

~aNiSr~

• am i too much wasting money?



• am i too shopaholic?



• am i too emotional?



• am i too sensitive?



• am i too sincere?



• am i too straight forward?



• am i too nice?



• am i too fat?

you may choose the best answer to be the SOLID reason (s) ~

~aNiSr~

am happy today!

reason: ? dunno - that's the most interesting part. Happy without any reason. but lil bit because of those 'closest' calls & 2 pants =p but no pure specific reason :">

~H.A.P.P.Y.~ H.A.P.P.Y~ H.A.P.P.Y

and now listening to Love Like This by Natasha Bedingfield feat Sean Kingston makes me happier! :=D :=D :=D

* going to bed with a BIG smile on her and have a glance thought of her happy moments :=D

~aNiSr~

'tapi aku nak amik ko'

ye ye! amik la aku~ i know my high school BFF so EXCITED now coz she got a Viva for herself. and i'm really happy for her and myself sbb since then, she gonna pick me up! weeeeeeeeeeeee~ suke~suke~ ehheheh....

we went to Naili's for dinner. actually for my buka puasa yang lewat :P coz i just drank plain water in the car. huhuuhu~ Club 21 punye pasai :"> started to update everything! we had FUN! chat chat chat gossip gossip gossip and non stop laughing. she just gonna kenakan me for any expression that i do when telling her anything. then she will start to say ' buat lagi anis, cakap lagi camtu anis, mmg aku kelakar giler tgk expression ko tu' ahhahahaha~ yeah me Anis the Clown~ i know. thihiihhi~ then we started to talk about marriage thingy. both of us are sooOOooOooOo READY and then started to laugh for so many things. then sempat lagi cuci mata tu. 'nis~nis~ tengok belakang ko tu (ala-ala sorok-sorok la konon)' but heyyyy~ mmg sgt sweet okeh? lallalala~ makan yg sedap sambil cuci mata sambil duduk bersila. wehehuuuu~

but we had so much FUNNNNNNN!

~aNiSr~

weeeeeeeeehuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ managed to reach JW Marriot @ 5pm. coz me cabut from office 4.30pm SHARP! hey~ my working hour finish at 4.30pm aight~ can ask the whole company la :P ahahahha~ me cabut sowly and phooooffff~ JW Marriot! when get in, i'm like errrr~ gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! mati mati! danger! danger! setan jin sume dah menari-nari kesukaan opsss~ haih~ i'm like searching and searching and searching till i've tried more 15 pairs of pants @ jeans. haihh~ but yup! manage to get 2 pairs of pants & linen pants! weeehuuuuuuuuuuu~ CK & Max & Co. but seriously, i really damn satisfied with my choices. ahahahha~ initially i wanted to take 3 pairs. but thinking of mengawal nafsu sangat penting, so i just took 2 pairs. haihhhh~ Alhamdulilllah akhirnya ade jugak yang aku reject :P but while i'm making the RIGHT DECISION @ CHOICE, received a call from someone that i've missed so much. 'CLOSEST' weeeee~ remember i did mentioned in previous about 3 adorable ladies? one of them kind of putus hubungan sekejap? if you are my BIG fan and really do the READING seriously, u know which post that i mentioned about them :P but anyway, 'closest' called and asked me what i'm gonna wear for this saturday and starting je 'closest' claimed that my caller tones was so 'jiwa' :"> hahahaha~ Anuar Zain yooo~ then, i started to scream and tell her that where i am and she was like shout back and ask me to buy any shirt for her. siap bagitau saiz ape. ehheheeh~ will try (might be going back tomorrow coz of Special Request from another 'closest' - how bahagia i am now!)

actually today, i SMSed someone that errrr~ used-to-be-another-half. suddenly have though of him and just tanye khabar. i asked him whether he's free @ not. saje ajak die teman to JW Marriot and have dinner but he has something to do. so ok la. but he promised to treat me for a dinner tomorrow nite. errrr~ nak pi ke aaa? suddenly i felt, aku salah langkah ke? :-S

two calls from two 'Closest' make me hepi hepi hepi. lalalalalala~

*actually few calls from another sorang 'closest' tu. since this morning. sure die kutuk aku bile die bace ni sbb die tau die sape. ahahhahahah!

~aNiSr~

Sent by GFC's today.

Initially the title would 'Big Bird' but intentionally change to Chick. Read till end then you know what i mean :P

A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him.

The waitress asks them for their orders.

The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich,
"What's yours?"

"I'll have the same," says the ostrich.

A short time later the waitress returns with the order "That will be $9.40
please," and the man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment.

The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A
hamburger, fries and a coke."
The ostrich says, "I'll have the same."

Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change.

This becomes routine until the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the
waitress.

"No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato and a
salad," says the man.

"Same," says the ostrich.

Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "That will be $32.62."

Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places it
on the table.

The waitress cannot hold back her curiosity any longer. "Excuse me, sir.
How do you manage to always come up with the exact change in your pocket
every time?"

"Well," says the man, "several years ago I was cleaning the attic and found an old lamp. When I rubbed it, a Genie appeared and offered me two wishes.
My first wish was that if I ever had to pay for anything, I would just put
my hand in my pocket and the right amount of money would always be there."

"That's brilliant!" says the waitress. "Most people would ask for a million dollars or something, but you'll always be as rich as you want for as long as you live!"

"That's right. Whether it's a gallon of milk or a Rolls Royce, the exact
money is always there," says the man.

The waitress asks, "What's with the ostrich?"

The man sighs, pauses and answers, "My second wish was for a tall chick with a big butt and long legs who agrees with everything I say."

Moral of the Story : lenkali nak wish sebarang tu, BE SPECIFIC. use proper words :P nah~ hamik ko chick :=P

~aNiSr~

i wanna go CLUB 21 Bazaar Preview @ JW Marriot Hotel!!! but do i have the time? the private preview will be today from 10am till 8pm and open to public will be starting Friday till Sunday. haih~~~

Just paid the HAUNTED credit card(S) bills last night, takkan nak swipe dah?~ adehhh~

~aNiSr~