A N I S 97

this few days, i'm like~ BLUR. totally~

since last week especially on weekend.

first weekend without my High School BFF.

i've planned to watch movie or window shopping ~ at least. but turned out, Miss Butterfly went to Langkawi, Mr.Go-Carter's GF also went back to JB, Mr. Sweet Talker with his football tourny. and am totally lost! i dunno what to do~ who else am gonna called up for lepaking haih~

yesterday, i had LONGGGGGGGGGG chat with High School BFF. even though terputus kejap-kejap sbb bateri gueh 2-2 phones agak tenat. and in middle of the nite, she sms me with sangat sedih punye ucapan~ :(( and i called her back straight away~ wohoooo~ am you know what? am totally BLUR till i know she mentioned that SHE'S IN LOVE! and the best part is, i don't have any comment on 1st day she mentioned about it. she told me last week. but my response? 'err~oh~ ok~' hahahahah~ sangat lah pelik sahabat baik ku itu dengan comment saye tu. till yesterday, i shouted at her, dengan response dengan sangat tidak mempercayainya. 'haa~ tu la respon yang aku tunggu dari ko, jerit camtu, terkejut camtu. ini idak, hari tu aku cite, ko cam hmmm... ohh~ ok..hmmm~' thihihi~ maaf cik! :"> so can you imagine, how blur am i? haih~

anyway am SO HAPPY for her! and by the way, told her so many things that i couldn't dare to tell anyone else. and am relieved. even kinda sad on both of us are now quite a distance but still contactable. haih~ kalau salah sorang pi oversea, tak tau la cemane~ huhuuh~ kalah orang berchenta ni :P

yesterday, went out with Miss Schomi and she also noticed that i'm not being myself ' ko ni tak ape-ape ke? cam lain je aku tgk, cam blur semacam je? ko ok ke?' haih~ sangat nampak kah? toksah kan orang lain, even 'closest' keep on calling me and texted me asking the same. 'Anis ok ke ni?' in fact, she came to my office and passed her boss's resume to me. and when i met her, i though of giving her something but i don't know what. mule la excited cik'closest' saye tu~ then, i called her, but then tak tau nak cakap ape, letak phone. then after a while, called balik, tak tau nak cakap ape, then, suddenly i mentioned 'THE NAME' to her and asking her bla~bla~ and then i don't know what to say about 'THE NAME'. huhuhuh~ haalaaamaakkk~ teruk cenggini~ saye masih tercari-cari mengapa tetapi rasenye saye dah tau kot kenapa saye blur. and High School BFF knew about it and agreed! part of it , because of her, but the biggest part of it, errrr~:"> saye sendiri tak sangke saye telah meluahkannya~ to High School BFF lerrr~ ngeeeeeeee~

she understand, truly agree why~

hope will recover soon from this desease~ BLUR +++ (plus plus plus~) :D


~aNiSr~