Told ya' we gonna beat Chelsea's a$ses ;p
Man Utd : 3 (Vidic 47', Ronney 62', Berbatov 86')
Chelsea : 0
Goal of the night : Ronaldo - Berbatov @ 86'
p/s: I noticed Vidic was telling some kinda of strategy to Dimitar before Ronaldo put thru the free kick and Dimitar just 'selit-selit' from the penalty box and goal! ;p Thanks to Vidic for whatever strategy that he told Dimitar~ thihihi! good eh my 'selit-selit' comment? ngeeee~:">
~aNiSr~
no more waiting...
for all that i've been through in 2008, i managed to convince myself for not waiting any longer or wasting any more time.
people might say, don't rush but the way i see it, no more hesitation.
when you reached certain limitation, you might to consider it as final and no turning back.
so much things that we've done but still, it wasn't enough.
learn to accept thing, really fast or you will end up burn up inside without solid reason and there goes, wasting again.
everybody deserves to make a choice and definitely there are more than one option or else there are nothing to choose from.
i truly believe there are lot more to discover
but i'm glad, the exploration begins...
~aNiSr~
2008 has been :
Blackberry Bold
OR
NOKIA E71
too much things to scribble here
but don't really sure where to start
new life
too early to predict
new job
too busy and confidential to share
new love
nothing to describe - seriously! ~:">
sesungguhnya saya kehilangan kata-kata~*wonder*
p/s: i'm addicted to High School Musical 3, fyi~ ;p
~aNiSr~
My lil' piece of advice and i am not sure whether it is useful for him or he wants to read all this after all
If he can spend that such amount, such thing for her, that is means that he's fall in love
I guess it is time for him to tell his beloved parents that he is now has new life, new beginning
Why?
Because his parents has other 'plan' in their mind
Before it is too late, i really urge him to tell them
And in fact, i am pretty sure that his parents especially his mom would be really happy to know that he has someone new in his life
Even though we had told them our stand
But his mom couldn't afford to accept nor agree our stand
Everything is back on him
To tell the truth
Before it is too late
And I do not want to be caught in middle of triangle or worst part - to be caught in emotionally
It has been 2 years ++, and i never thought about anything till that day we met at his place
For the sake of respect and care of the elders
His mom has mentioned every-single-detail that strike my mind
For me to give second chance, second hope
But it seems that i shouldn't give at first place after 2 years ++, but when we heard about the-every-single-detail, i thought i could
Seems the-every-single-detail is not complete which there is one part that his mom should know that, his beloved son now, has someone new that can make him happier
Too bad his mom didn't know and giving out her hope which is actually the only hope from her not from THEM - her son
I would like urge him, to tell her the truth
That is all I need
So that his mom would be clear and won't made any every-single-detail statement or any arrangement
So that we would not have any thought of something else - seriously
~aNiSr~
just came back from Delicious Cafe @ Bangsar Village 2 for Team Dinner~
and i had 2 Main Dishes~ Spicy Seafood Spagetini & Cod something-something ;p
and there goes for the title~
colleagues had few Cocktails, Mocktails, Martinis and other freaky alcoholic drinks but it looks like am the one who feel dizzy and whacko here~
lalalala~
~aNiSr~
i cried~
when heard about the news! but most importantly the way he popped up the Big Q (basically the big Statement i shall say ;p)!
happiness & joy~
can't describe how happy and overwhelmed i am~
Miss Butterfly - her Another-Half proposed!
and the way he proposed, oh God! in front of their Uni-mates! plus a hand-made-video~ oh dear~ he is so LOVELY & ROMANTIC!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~
and am going to be her 'orang kuat' for her mini-Big day - Engagement Day~ :D she has nominated me instead of me volunteered ;p
and of course, as usual, am sponsoring 2 'dulangs' for both sides~
like i said to her, it's been a while i've been a 'orang kuat' for everybody, what will happen later when it comes to my Mini-Big & Super-Duper-Big Day? ahahahhaha~ definitely i will reimburse back from all of you guys & gurls! ;p don't run~ ngeeee~
Oh dear Miss Butterfly~ missed you damn much! ~:">
met my primary schoolmates @ Great Eastern Mall. he picked me up~ fuhhh! siap statement 'baik maa'am besar!' dari beliau. suke aku apabila dapat membuli, ye la~ dulu time skolah skema sgt, skarang baru merasa buli-membuli ~ best ghuppeenyyeee~ ;p
verryyyy interesting dan penuh gelak ketawa ok! and seriously kami happy memaki di antara satu sama lain tanpa terguris di hati. mungkin terguris di prot ade la~;p
he used to be the most handsome & fairest boy of all during primary school. but now? he has been a big, very-chubby, and berlipat prot man. ngeeee~ he's almost like a beruang kutub, the only that differentiate between a beruang kutub and him is die berbaju dan boleh bercakap dan tak brenti ketawa besar. ;D keji ke statement haku? die bace ni, sure die kate aku lontarkan tohmahan pade die~ lalalaa~
and i've met my best girlfriend during primary time which basically kami dah lame keep in touch setelah sekian lame. tp si mamat beruang kutub ni sebok la pi jumpe my gurlfren ni yg tgh keje, tapi malu~ so at the end, we lepaking dan gelak-ing while my best gurlfren bekerja dan melihat kami bergelak ketawa. sian you~ ;(
i had 1 ice lemonade tea +2 superb-superlicious ice chocolate ~ thihihi~ thank you gurl~ best frappeS @ drinkSSS of the night!
~aNiSr~
Dear Mr. Used-To-Be-Another-Half,
Congratulations!
It is a joyful news. And I am sure that this is the ONE after all.
Am sure this time, you won't ever tired to ask her to slim down or asking when she gonna slim down~ hahahaha ;D~
Hey~ take good care of her aight! Am always pray the best for you bro'~
~aNiSr~
no~ am not getting married or anything ~ :p
i just met someone who catched my attention on our first not-to-say-first-date coz' basically i knew him somewhere back when he used to work at same place. but we were always get together especially with errr~ his Used-To-Be-Another-Half~ yeah! i know~ he used to be my colleague's Another-Half and it's lil' bit annoyed me because i knew her VERY WELL. we used to get together, went for group vacation and so forth.
it's so rare when someone can catch your attention during your first time meeting up together - when there's ONLY both of you were there. i mean, so rare for me because i believed in first impression and it's very hard for anybody to give good first impression. i know i do! lalalala~
oh~ by the way, i think Used-To-Be-Another-Half has someone new in his life. Yipppieee! Am happy for him. But of course, he won't reveal it till he's SOOOOOoooOOoo ready. how do i know? hahaha~ it's just instint~ :D but can't wait for that moment thought! but am glad he's moving on. and i believe he definitely will and he is! i know he can find a perfect one~
~aNiSr~
Still catching up to change my blog's layout. Jadi, saye hanya mampu tukar kaler setakat ini ;p
~aNiSr~
it's weird when saw he's online
when he saw me online
but doing nothing
nobody wants to break the ice
oh~ let me rephrase that
he did try to break the ice - twice
but me?
but is that it?
buzz twice and that's it?
*i'm off to bed~ tdo lepas sahur sangat menyeronokkan~ ngeee~
~aNiSr~
it's been a great memory for us to talk about her~
yeah! we use to tease each other about her~
i said 'die kawan baik u ;p' and he gonna say the same thing~sometimes even worse~
we used to gossip about her too~
we tend to made fun of her - of course behind her back ~ thihihii~
we matched her with his best friend,
we even used to bet over her!
that was good time, we laugh together,
no doubt, it's fun though
ye~ kami sangat nakal and the keji moment together~ahahaha~
i think she read my blog and i guess she gonna be 'penyibuk' to know the really story
might be she asked him or at least try to be a listener to one of us
she tried to ask me
might be she's trying to ask him too
about us
but BUZZ OFF girl!~
don't ask anything, ain't tell you anything
unless he told her everything~ haih~
because i know him
if he's in not in 'good' condition, when someone asking him, he tend to tell
i knew that but then that was during our best moment together as good friends
she would asked him, coz' she can see the similarity between the story in my blog and what she saw on her !YM main window - list of friends - status
by the way girl, there's nothing happen between us. it's just GOOD FRIEND conflict situation. don't try to be middle-person, will you?
mind your own business please~ yes, we mind ours~ thank you~
~aNiSr~
My claim is in the account today! tp one day float~ but still~ weeeee~ ;p
huh~ anyway~ besides that, i saw his status on !YM and it does strike me~
~ak sayang kamu kerana kawan~
what do you think?
i don't think it is for me but part of it? or lil bit? ehhehehe~
but if that's the answer of my recent post on 14th September '08, fyi, i am VERY sure and clear bout that for longggg time ago and it has never change since then. i wonder, all this while, did i give wrong impression to him? duhhh! :'(
if he thinks that i walked away from him just because of that, he got the wrong idea. means that, he still don't understand of why-and-what. i know one day he will. but i guess he's gonna give up in middle of the journey and just forget about everything, every single think about us.
inilah akibat apabila orang terlalu reserve atau susah nak berkomunikasi secara berdepan~ errr~ face-to-face ~:"> my bad? haih~
~aNiSr~
Thank you lil darling for the tagged~
Maaf lambat sket dong~ :">
Am glad
that
i
lose
the
TRUST
towards
him
and
it's
hard for me to
turn back...
~aNiSr~
' He doesn't care as much as I do'
Together with away-gesture from him
Not talking, not !YMing, not SMSing
This statement made us apart, slowly
For few days
Even then, i've thought back that i should SMS him back when I'm back with normal-mode
But then, i surprised when he said that he actually kinda grumble with my so-called-statement and he thinks that statement was made for him
I didn't give an answer for his question
But truly enough, it's for him
But the thing is, i can't explain to him what is all about
Even he made his own assumption which is not really the main reason why. (yeah! might be lil' bit, just tiny bit~)
The fact is, i felt he doesn't care that we are a good friend, doesn't treat me like a good friend (or i shall say, not to my expectation).
I felt that i'm just an plain ordinary friend like others
I can't tell him straight when he made his assumption back then, that is why i told him that i should - SILENCE
My point is,
He still reserved, keep so many things away from me. If i don't give a damn to ask, he won't simply tell
I know there is a BIG thing that he keep away for himself which i think it is important for me to know.
Maybe i don't carry bigger weight of friendship & trust for him. That is why he doesn't tell me much.
Like he said,
'i tak kesah syg atas ape ar cam u serious i sygkan u...'
and till today, i do not have a chance to ask him why he said that and what he meant by that. From bottom of my heart, if he really means that he loves me as his good friend, he should change.
I can't tell him to change. For what? For me? No, it's just for his own good.
But now, i felt so empty when talked to him. The trust just simply blown away, the love is just gone.
I do not expect more than a good friend. But if good friend-indicator seems too much for him, i better off without saying anything. It happened before. To others.
Sometimes, something happen doesn't need any explanation. It just happened.
He won't lose anything because he still got his own good friend who always need his help, who always depend on him. And good enough that he is treating her well.
At the end of the day, is it just me being so calculative then? Am I demanding too much?
~aNiSr~
yeah yeah~ i know~ it's been A while that i haven't update anything here. and i know few (quite more than few by the way ;p, i can track, remember? :D) people went thru my page and went like 'errrr~budak ni tak hapdet lagi ke since 20th August?' maaf ~:">
only these words can describe current situations :
i can't stop to feel sad
my emotions - too deep to describe
i can't stop crying when i thought about it
i felt so pity, sorry for him
i wished that there is other way to help him out
but he made the decision
at least, he shared everything
even it was so hard for him
very hard to explain
but i do understand
i know i can't afford to lose him
or maybe i won't lose him after all
even he thought that he might losing me
it seems to make us closer
even better
i believe it will work out
i will never stop to care about him
he always made me feel 'being a good friend' is just worth it
~aNiSr~
truly am addicted with Usher's latest album - Here I Stand
and this song~ errrghhh! i love it~ ;p is there such signage out there? thihihi~
"Will Work For Love"
Can you help me?
Anybody out there help me
Please can you help me?
Excuse me mister, I fell on hard times, I need some help
But don't need a dime, don't earn a way, I'll wash your clothes
If you let me stay, find your revoke,
Day after day, people walk by, I can't catch their eyes
I Pull out my sign,
It says:
Will work for love
I will I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love
Can you help me? (help me)
Anybody out there help me (does anybody out there)
Please can you help me?
Excuse me you two, got love to spare?
Search my whole heart, it ain't none in there
Pardon me sister, I'm on my last
Don't have no love, that's OK, God bless
Day after day people walk by, I can't catch their eyes
I Pull out my sign, it says:
Will work for love
I will I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love
It says:
Will work for love
I will I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love
I remember the day I lost my heart (hey yeah)
Took it for granted I went to far
Fall down, cried and to feel that love again
I Hold on this sign till the very end
Do anything
I will I'll work for love, overtime
Baby, it says will work for love
I will I'll work for love, for all my life
I will work for love
~aNiSr~
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