A N I S 97

today, i just can't stand it! my heart beating fast, all over my body was shivering. why? i controlled my anger & disappointment towards this particular LADY.

why?

she's wearing a very long, decent JUBAH and wearing TUDUNG / HIJAB and yet, she's a holding a cigarette and tadaaa~ she's smoking! am i thinking too old-fashioned or it's just end of the world? i just can't take it. i just simply stare at her and just to let her know that she really embarrassing not for herself but for other people too. and the best part is, there is another Malay guy, sitting in front of her and he doesn't smoke! wow! i'm trully impress that moment. at first, i thought that guy should have at least advise her of not to smoke in public (bare in mind, what she's wearing!) but when i saw he doesn't light up the cigarette, i totally change my mind thinking that he must be feel awkward too.

for me, when you are wearing tudung, there will be some limit that you have to bare. it's just that, and if you are not ready, just don't. i am not talking like i'm so perfect or anything, but i felt that, there are some point that you have to limit yourself. i knew there are lot of nasty and bad things / impression out there, but when i saw her just now, i felt so devasted. it just tear up my heart so badly ~ ceh cam patah hati frust berchenta plak~ but yeah~ at least just think about surrounding la kan? haih~ ku sangat emosi!

i even text Mr. Sunshine kerna terlalu menahan kemarahan and his reply at least helping me me to cool down lil' bit~ '... .. jdkan pengajaran, either u tegor or benci apa yang dia buat dlm hati. .. .......' and truly, i hate it!

am sorry if this publish made some people uncomfortable or mad at me or think that 'cam bagus / baik sangat~' but hey! it's your call and i deserve to love or to hate aight? lalalalla~

~aNiSr~