thihihii~ i should publish this one last night tapi wuhoooo~ a week before 'the time' always drives me crazy. feel so sleepy, feel blotted, started to eat without planning & thinking. huhuhu~ but it's a hormone thing aight~ can't live without it!
she called yesterday. just to ensure whether i received the wedding invitation and i did tell her on the wrong-name-written incident. and she kinda very errrr~ shall i say quite embarassed on what happened? then she send a SMS late evening - say sorry ++ (i shall not publish here. what for?) hmmmmm~ i guess~ apology accepted. actually she doesn't owe me anything. yup~ anymore. it's just me. i just hate to be hurt. DAMN HATE i said! when i loved someone (whether special one, or friends), i really mean it. and i will do anything for them. even more than myself. but if they just snapped it, or lose it- u asking me? you don't wanna know how i'm gonna react and till when. and maybe you wish you never knew me before. i wish i can tell her everything here. but i think, the more i said, the worse thing could be.
i still can remember the way she look at me, the thing that she said to me that time. i don't mind people said anything to me, even cursing me straight on my face, but that day, i just feel i lose it! lose the trust towards you and i think you lose the trust towards me too.
don't feel sorry for yourself. yes! i am truly sorry for myself 'cos feeling this way. but like i said, i just HATE to be hurt. thank you for all the things that you have done for me during our good time together. seriously i mean it. but i guess, u have better life now even without me as your friend. always pray for the best...
~aNiSr~
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