a big hint to him last nite! but as i expected, yeah~ he didn't notice it! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ from !YM to SMS, but still... i guess he knew already by now. i wish i can tell him straight! but i can't! too scared to do it. (of coz am expecting him feel same way like i do now!) but love is the thing that you never expect in return, remember?
'i just fall in love with you', i wish i can said it out loud to him. but i don't think he's ready especially my 'freaking mood' part. lalalalalla~ but hey, i'm only have that 'freaking mood' moment when i do not have something to hold on, something that not confirm, something that not firm. but i know! people scared of this mood thingy. i slept with frustration last night. wished everything was done in my way which is - i should tell him last nite! dammit~ i know the reader is mumbling like hell now when reading all this. 'Anis ni confused sebenarnya, ape la yang die nak sebenarnye', 'Anis ni mmg dah kusut sangat ni' and the list goes on.
but sometimes, i realised that i always made too much assumptions. something like, how sure he treats me as a friend? like he said, why don't i give a shot to tell him that i like 'dia'? woohhhooo!!!! in my dream. but excuse me for being negative as i don't want to put high hope and then crashed down to the land and fall into tiny pieces. the least that i can do is just keeping something for myself.
and this morning, i keep on thinking. can't stop thinking. and many people noticed that i'm not walking in the real world. looks like i'm outta space. i wish!
am sure he's also in the middle of 'malas dah nak layan' mode. huhuuhuh~
yes by the way, in the !YM and SMS, 'dia' is 'U'.
*dunno where to spread the love!
~aNiSr~
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