am listening to NeYo - So Sick & his ex-GF version.
thought back :
why i confronted him? the consequences?
why he never mention anything about it?
why he gave those reasons?
why he mentioned that he's not good enough? or it's actually me that not good enough for him?
why he mentioned about those level? or is it me that can't reach his level?
does he has inferior in himself?
does he really mean what he said?
does he really love me like i expected?
or am i putting too much expectation on him? or maybe on myself?
or it's just a lame reasons to escape from the relationship?
or it's just both of us are not ready for any commitment?
so what are we now?
friends?
no friends?
no relationship?
no for everything?
get off @ get away?
why he always have plans but not for me?
why if he has plans, but never though of sharing with me?
or is it me that have always so many reasons to get away?
so many reasons to get away from his plans?
or it's just me who just not suitable for him?
or am i feeling so scared of losing him as a friend?
or did i took a wrong move to let out my feeling towards him?
too many questions in my mind and i feel that we did not meet the conclusion at the end.
now i'm sound like a pyschopath don't u think? yeah! when we IN LOVE, you gonna be crazier than a psycopath!
simple step : just let him think. give him time. enough said! (eventhough miss him A LOT!)
~aNiSr~
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