A N I S 97

wehuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ where should i start?

huh~ yesterday (Saturday), everything went well. yup! following the weekend plan :D went to CLub 21 Bazaar, colleague beraya at hommie, and reached @ Westin Hotel around 7.30pm. waited at the lobby till about 8.05. and they were GORGEOUS! simply stunning~ then went to the Ballroom. and errrr~ they already started the appertizer. yup missed the appertizer but hey 7 dishes ready to go! wuhhhuuuu~ but then, seems like one of the 'closest' kind of errrr~ not in the mood? i wonder why~ coz there was kind of 'changing seats situations' so i felt bad about it. but then i asked another 'closest' why? is it because of me ? or the 'situations' but then 'closest' said it wasn't because of me, it's just a 'food not meeting the expectation' situation. huhuuh~ feel bad till errrr~ 3rd course i remembered. then everything went smoothly. i was so even afraid to take photo with 'closest' huhuuhhu~ (mmg aku sgt negative dan takut bile orang takde mood weehhh! always blaming myself) but if it happened because of me, I'm sorry Dear~ then, the show kinda of OK la. food were average. but the BBQ Lamb and Chilled Lemongrass and Mango Soup - Ginger Ice Cream were EXTRAORDINARY SUPERB! nyum~nyum~ too bad they didn't won any Lucky Draw. better luck next time :P

after the dinner, there goes the CRAZY part! Photo session!!!! OMG! we were like American Next Top Model at one time, then behaved like 4 years old lil' gurls, then Charlie's Angel, and we had sOooOooOOoOOoOooO EXTREMELY FUN! in fact, me showing -the-photo-ession-talent, by putting the camera at any place that can took our photo without anyone's help. and it worked! ahhahahha~ i'm still thinking when me n 'closest' to take photos like org bercinta tgh gaduh la, tgh in love la, melekat kat dinding and you don't wanna know what else that we capable to do just because to have the best shot. all of it! adoiiiii~ me laughing till got cramp in the stomache i tell u. ahhhahahhahhaa~ till we went down to the lobby which is very romantic (that was the 1st time to be in the lobby where they just putting candles & very doom light). back to the PHoTohOLiC session =p took the best shot there. and the faces were like so berkilat and tired :D but the angle was PERFECTO! i like ~~ :"> while waiting for 'closest' closest friend to pick us up, me & 'closest' went outside to take photo with a classic car. but too rush as 'closest' closest friend reached and we were so like kelam-kabut-tak-hingat-dunia but still manage to get the shot. then 'closest' insist to have a glance on the biggest LV boutique. so we were passing by and guess what, 'closest' closest friend managed to stop us there and we were like 'pelancong yg sgt jakun melompat keriangan untuk bergambar-gambaran' thihiihhi~ and me like sooo sgt suke! in fact, there a lady and 2 English men stopped and offered us to take our picture. how nice! and we were like so sgt terexcited and hey! the photo was so SANGAT CANTIK! tak dapat masuk, dapat amik gambar kat pintu pon jadi la =p and reached home around 12 ++. but didn't manage to sleep over at 'closest' house coz my dad shouted dalam gelap and said ' takyah gi la, dah lambat sgt.' thihihi~ suke saye sbb takyah nak siap siap pape :P

=end of Saturday=

Sunday : ni mmg sgt fast forward day :P woke up and rushed to 'closest' house for breakfast. had quick breakfast coz had to pick up BFF at KL Sentral. last minute changes. thihihi~ but sukelah coz i tergesa-gesa demi BFF ku =p nasib my 'closest' sgt memback-up diri ku untuk melepaskan diri dari lepak lame kat 'closest' house (in fact, die yang sebenarnye taknak lame-lame =D) coz' lot of kids yg agak 'kureng sket' kat 'closest' house. huhuhu~ we like errrr~takyah la lelame~ kalau depa takde, mmg sampai malam aku nanti :P then, rushed to KL Sentral with 'closest's' Honda (sukenye saye bile Avanza dicuci :P) and picked her up. and hey!!! we wore same colour today!!!! BLACK DAY! saye suke~ saye suke~ not waiting for hot seat, terus je mulekan sessi updating dan gossiping together. as usual, laughing is a MUST! =D then we main belasah je ikut jalan mane ntah till we reached JW Marriot (yeah~again! but i'm only company my BFF remember? =p) 4th floor - and start the hunting bebeh! heh~ and try try punye try, and errrr~ we went out with empty handed. yeeehaaa! aku berjaya mengawal nafsu shoppingku yang liar! =D proud of it! eventhough, dah pegang 8 kali one CK jacket ni. huhuhu~ even my BFF reminds me 'jgn nanti, malam nanti sms errr~ ..... , kiter teringat-ingat la jacket tu' hahahah! it's so me~ but hey! i managed to forget about the jacket till now ok? wahahhaha! then we went out from the hotel headed to 'Nasi Ayam terbaik my BFF and her BF' ahhahahah! 'Nasi Ayam Chee Meng'. giler klasik name Nasi Ayam tu :P actually BFF had always told me bout this Nasi Ayam beribu kali jugak la kan. in fact BFF's BF also always told me about this place. haih! hari ni berjaya gak BFF membawaku. we walked Bukit Bintang Walk all the way, and we felt like jalan-jalan kat obersi =p. FIrst. the weather was soooOOoo sangat selesa, no hot sun or heavy rain, second, there weren't so much people and in fact Alhamdulillah tiada gangguan. :D when we walked together, there are so many things to laugh. ade je modal BFF aku tu sampai there was one group of 'prebet polis' hang out tepi jalan tu pon, die jadikan modal kenakan aku. ahahahahahha~ dem yuh =p anyway, reached at 'Nasi Ayam Chee Meng' dalam keadaan yg sangat mengah dan haus giler thhihi~ and ordered the Nasi Ayam Terbaik of course. yup! mmg sedap nyum~nyum~

went back to JW Marriot but we stopped at Haagen Dazs. tau je la kami, dessert tu penting. (actually penat jalan =o) we had dessert which cost us more, compared to Nasi Ayam 2 + 2 Assamboi + 1 Iced Milo (errrr~haku le tu minum air sampai 2 gelas :P) ahahahh~ dah nak dessert yang class class la katekan :P we managed to get one seat inside the kiosk (errrr kiosk ke? alaaa yg kedai kecik tengah-tengah jalan kat depan Lot 10 tu =p) sangat la chill giler. had one scoop of ice-cream each and of course, Photo Photo Photo~ pelbagai aksi ok? haahahahahah~ sakit perot mengingatkan i asked BFF to take photo using my V8. mmg semua gambar cam adoiiii mak~ ntah hape style ntah =p i wanted to set up photo ID when she called me kire keluar la muke die kan? tapi gambar tu sume~ huh! i'm speechless and sakit perot ketawa. after had TOO MUCH laugh, then we meneruskan perjuangan perjalanan kami ke JW Marriot. my stomache was soooooooooo FULL! cramp kejap. thihihi~

send her to Petronas Hospital where her 'closest' working there. too bad & sangat kuciwa, i can't drop by coz rushing back home for neightbour's wedding. huhuhuhu~ giler jalan sangat best, bebas tanpa jammed! weeeeeeeehuuuu~ and me driving likeee errr~ lllalalalala~ =p

went to neigbour's wedding. went to one of 'closest' friend open house (this was not included in Weekend Plan too =p) had Kungfu noodle & Rojak . EXCELLENT! dan ye! saye makan banyak hari ni. haih~~~

=end of Sunday=

~aNiSr~

huhuhuhu~ my weekend plans seems to be change a lot.

Lets see :

Weekend Plans

Saturday

Day

Office - pick up projecter

JW Marriot - Club 21 Bazaar - yeah! again~ especially for 'closest' =p

Ex-colleague wedding - did not attend

Open house @ Rawang

Office colleague beraya at hommie -checked

Mr Taw beraya at hommie

Night

'Closest' Annual DInner @ Westin Hotel (can't wait!)

Stay over at 'closest' house

Sunday

Day

JW Marriot - Club 21 Bazaar - again & again - company MMU's BFF (konon =p tumpang skali la :D)
Neighbour's wedding

~aNiSr~

rtistic

imble

mpressive

unny

pulak? >:D

~aNiSr~

ggressive

atural

maginative

parkling

obust

utstanding

andsome

mbitious

awner

nderstanding

*handsome ke aku? ahhahahahah!

~aNiSr~

:D can't imagine! :D started since 21st October 2007 and today 2nd November 2007, i'm publishing 100th post! clap~clap~ to me!

A BIG THANK YOU & SINCERE APPRECIATION to :

• dear friends who never stop supporting me



• readers who still continuing reading

errrr~tu je la kot. bukan menang award ke hape kan? and i'm still green in this industry. cececccece~ giler ayat artis mesia ~:P hopefully there will be any producer @ pengarah tempatan (i want Pierre Andre please~ =p) gonna read my blog and produce drama ke filim ke, cereka samarinda ke? ahahah~pastu masuk paper, saman sane sini 2,3,4 juta cakap ciplak idea. giler keji :D yeah! i want to see how it looks like when people mendramatasikan kisahkuuu... fuhhh~ lama giler tak rempit~lalalalala~

do u believe that? naaahhh~ i'm here just to share and spread the LOVE~

* if this is your first day, just click OCTOBER 2007 @ *ARCHIVE ead from bottom to top.

Happy Reading & Viewing & Commenting too! Looking forward ~:">

~aNiSr~

yesterday 'closest' told me - 'when it's over, it's over'~ haih~

i know lately 'closest' behave and think differently right after the Super-Fast-Good-Friend made 'the' decision and turn away so sudden made her i dunno~ frustrated? who doesn't aight? seems now, 'closest' only want somebody who really SERIOUS with me. not the one who wants to play around or just hang out friend-alike type relationship. yes, you may making new friends, but if they doesn't seems so serioous bout OUR future, then, please let go & don'w waste time. no time for fun-hang-around kind of relationship. no more few years relationship. but arrgghhh!!!!!!! i dunno.

sometimes i felt that i just don't want to settle down after 'not successful' relationship with used-to-be-another half. i used to tell 'closest' that 'kalau tak de rezeki, takde pape dgn die, malas dah nak pk' means :

1) not getting married at all
2) anybody who masuk minang, terima je without have a longgggg thoughts

but then, when munculnya pelangi selepas hujan :P when i knew that 'someone' is ready outhere to settle down, i'm like heyyyy~ i want i want! =p seriously when i 1st saw Super-Fast-Good-Friend's blog, and read about Super-Fast-Good-Friend's plan to settle down ASAP :D, i'm so happy and thankful. but then, how am i going to get to know Super-Fast-Good-Friend? is he willing to accept me the way i am? then, when we had so much FUN together, i've thought ' jgn excited sgt, nanti tak jadi, kau merana Anis' huhuuhuh~ and yeah! it happened though. this is what people say,'takde jodoh, kita tak boleh paksa orang'

better he said it now, instead of time tunang ke nikah ke, die cabut lari ke? sms tak jadi datang ke kan? and kebetulan when he smsed me that time, there were few cases about kawen @ tunang tak jadi main send sms je. huhuhuuh~ so coincidence. but hey~ look it at bright side aight? byk petunjuk tapi tak paham paham lagi. haih~ Anis ~ Anis lallalalala~

thinking so many things today! from used-to-be-another-half, Super-Fast-Good-Friend, 'closests', new job, future (work & personal), until what to do tonite~ aiyaaarkkkk~

i'm just in DILEMMA.

~aNiSr~

how do i feel today?

huhuhu~ bercampur baur. mix up~ mix everthing. suddenly thinking of him. what is he doing now? why it is so hard & difficult to forget you? haihhhhh~

~aNiSr~

• am i too much wasting money?



• am i too shopaholic?



• am i too emotional?



• am i too sensitive?



• am i too sincere?



• am i too straight forward?



• am i too nice?



• am i too fat?

you may choose the best answer to be the SOLID reason (s) ~

~aNiSr~

am happy today!

reason: ? dunno - that's the most interesting part. Happy without any reason. but lil bit because of those 'closest' calls & 2 pants =p but no pure specific reason :">

~H.A.P.P.Y.~ H.A.P.P.Y~ H.A.P.P.Y

and now listening to Love Like This by Natasha Bedingfield feat Sean Kingston makes me happier! :=D :=D :=D

* going to bed with a BIG smile on her and have a glance thought of her happy moments :=D

~aNiSr~

'tapi aku nak amik ko'

ye ye! amik la aku~ i know my high school BFF so EXCITED now coz she got a Viva for herself. and i'm really happy for her and myself sbb since then, she gonna pick me up! weeeeeeeeeeeee~ suke~suke~ ehheheh....

we went to Naili's for dinner. actually for my buka puasa yang lewat :P coz i just drank plain water in the car. huhuuhu~ Club 21 punye pasai :"> started to update everything! we had FUN! chat chat chat gossip gossip gossip and non stop laughing. she just gonna kenakan me for any expression that i do when telling her anything. then she will start to say ' buat lagi anis, cakap lagi camtu anis, mmg aku kelakar giler tgk expression ko tu' ahhahahaha~ yeah me Anis the Clown~ i know. thihiihhi~ then we started to talk about marriage thingy. both of us are sooOOooOooOo READY and then started to laugh for so many things. then sempat lagi cuci mata tu. 'nis~nis~ tengok belakang ko tu (ala-ala sorok-sorok la konon)' but heyyyy~ mmg sgt sweet okeh? lallalala~ makan yg sedap sambil cuci mata sambil duduk bersila. wehehuuuu~

but we had so much FUNNNNNNN!

~aNiSr~

weeeeeeeeehuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ managed to reach JW Marriot @ 5pm. coz me cabut from office 4.30pm SHARP! hey~ my working hour finish at 4.30pm aight~ can ask the whole company la :P ahahahha~ me cabut sowly and phooooffff~ JW Marriot! when get in, i'm like errrr~ gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! mati mati! danger! danger! setan jin sume dah menari-nari kesukaan opsss~ haih~ i'm like searching and searching and searching till i've tried more 15 pairs of pants @ jeans. haihh~ but yup! manage to get 2 pairs of pants & linen pants! weeehuuuuuuuuuuu~ CK & Max & Co. but seriously, i really damn satisfied with my choices. ahahahha~ initially i wanted to take 3 pairs. but thinking of mengawal nafsu sangat penting, so i just took 2 pairs. haihhhh~ Alhamdulilllah akhirnya ade jugak yang aku reject :P but while i'm making the RIGHT DECISION @ CHOICE, received a call from someone that i've missed so much. 'CLOSEST' weeeee~ remember i did mentioned in previous about 3 adorable ladies? one of them kind of putus hubungan sekejap? if you are my BIG fan and really do the READING seriously, u know which post that i mentioned about them :P but anyway, 'closest' called and asked me what i'm gonna wear for this saturday and starting je 'closest' claimed that my caller tones was so 'jiwa' :"> hahahaha~ Anuar Zain yooo~ then, i started to scream and tell her that where i am and she was like shout back and ask me to buy any shirt for her. siap bagitau saiz ape. ehheheeh~ will try (might be going back tomorrow coz of Special Request from another 'closest' - how bahagia i am now!)

actually today, i SMSed someone that errrr~ used-to-be-another-half. suddenly have though of him and just tanye khabar. i asked him whether he's free @ not. saje ajak die teman to JW Marriot and have dinner but he has something to do. so ok la. but he promised to treat me for a dinner tomorrow nite. errrr~ nak pi ke aaa? suddenly i felt, aku salah langkah ke? :-S

two calls from two 'Closest' make me hepi hepi hepi. lalalalalala~

*actually few calls from another sorang 'closest' tu. since this morning. sure die kutuk aku bile die bace ni sbb die tau die sape. ahahhahahah!

~aNiSr~

Sent by GFC's today.

Initially the title would 'Big Bird' but intentionally change to Chick. Read till end then you know what i mean :P

A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him.

The waitress asks them for their orders.

The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich,
"What's yours?"

"I'll have the same," says the ostrich.

A short time later the waitress returns with the order "That will be $9.40
please," and the man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment.

The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A
hamburger, fries and a coke."
The ostrich says, "I'll have the same."

Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change.

This becomes routine until the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the
waitress.

"No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato and a
salad," says the man.

"Same," says the ostrich.

Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "That will be $32.62."

Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places it
on the table.

The waitress cannot hold back her curiosity any longer. "Excuse me, sir.
How do you manage to always come up with the exact change in your pocket
every time?"

"Well," says the man, "several years ago I was cleaning the attic and found an old lamp. When I rubbed it, a Genie appeared and offered me two wishes.
My first wish was that if I ever had to pay for anything, I would just put
my hand in my pocket and the right amount of money would always be there."

"That's brilliant!" says the waitress. "Most people would ask for a million dollars or something, but you'll always be as rich as you want for as long as you live!"

"That's right. Whether it's a gallon of milk or a Rolls Royce, the exact
money is always there," says the man.

The waitress asks, "What's with the ostrich?"

The man sighs, pauses and answers, "My second wish was for a tall chick with a big butt and long legs who agrees with everything I say."

Moral of the Story : lenkali nak wish sebarang tu, BE SPECIFIC. use proper words :P nah~ hamik ko chick :=P

~aNiSr~

i wanna go CLUB 21 Bazaar Preview @ JW Marriot Hotel!!! but do i have the time? the private preview will be today from 10am till 8pm and open to public will be starting Friday till Sunday. haih~~~

Just paid the HAUNTED credit card(S) bills last night, takkan nak swipe dah?~ adehhh~

~aNiSr~

Credit to AZLyrics, LyricsandSongs, LyricsDepot

Do It Well

I ain't ever met a man like that (No)
I ain't ever fell so far, so fast (No)
You can turn me on, throw me off track
Boy you do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

I ain't ever met a man like that (No)
I ain't ever fell so far, so fast (No)
You can turn me on, throw me off track
Boy you do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

Oh, yeah... hey

Let me tell you how it's gonna go
You and me, gonna need a little privacy
I don't wanna do the dance, no do-si-do
I'm a one woman man 7 days a week
Quit tryina play it cool boy make your move
I told you how it is, nothin' to lose
You been starin over here all night for free
And I ain't takin' no cash or credit, just a guarantee
There ain't nobody else but me boy

You ain't even tryina play me boy
'Cause you're so good, and you're so fine
Got me sayin' crazy things, listen

I ain't ever met a man like that (No)
I ain't ever fell so far, so fast (No)
You can turn me on, throw me off track
Boy you do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

I ain't ever met a man like that (No)
I ain't ever fell so far, so fast (No)
You can turn me on, throw me off track
Boy you do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

Hey, yeah
oH

Baby not lookin' for false pretenses
I think you just shocked me to my senses
Everything that you do feels right
Do it, do it
Do it, do it all night

Baby not lookin' for false pretenses
I think you just shocked me to my senses
Everything that you do feels right
Do it, do it
Do it, do it all night

I ain't ever met a man like that (No)
I ain't ever fell so far, so fast (No)
You can turn me on, throw me off track
'Cause you do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

I ain't ever met a man like that (No)
I ain't ever fell so far, so fast (No)
You can turn me on, throw me off track
Boy you do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

I ain't ever met a man like that (No) (Like that)
I ain't ever fell so far, so fast (No) (Like that)
You can turn me on, throw me off track
Boy you do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

I ain't ever met a man like that (No)
I ain't ever fell so far, so fast (No)
You can turn me on, throw me off track
Boy you do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

Do it, do it
You do it, do it
You're doin' it well

Here's the thing
I was minding my own business doin' what I do
I wasn't tryina look for anything
All of a sudden couldnt take my eyes off you
I didn't even know if you could tell
That you had me in a daze sayin' 'What the hell'
Here's my name, number baby just hit my cell
Loving everything you do 'cause you do it well
Don't know what you got me thinkin'

You ain't even tryina play me boy
'Cause you're so good, and you're so fine
Got me sayin' crazy things, listen

by : Jeniffer Lopez / JLo

Apologise

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say...

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

by : Timbaland feat. One Republic

Bubbly

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts in my toes
An i crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

by : Colbie Callait

Love Like This

Oh...
Never find a love like this
Oh...
Never find a love like this

We go back so far,
Swingin in your back yard,
All the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
Ooh I really liked you,
Must have been your attitude.

That's why you keep on runnin
In and out of my mind.
As the years they'll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep comin back to you.

You're the only one that knows me,
Love it when you hold me,
Never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
Now I'll never be lonely,
Look at what you've shown me,
Never find a love like this

Well this life tried to keep us apart
You keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
Aren't you glad you found me,
Wrap you all around me,
Never find a love like this

All the guys tried to take me,
You're the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I'll go if you take me
Home and lent to sacrifice.

That's why you keep on runnin
In and out of my mind.
As the years, they'll roll by,
It's not hard to know why
I keep comin back to you.

You're the only one that knows me,
Love it when you hold me,
Never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
Now I'll never be lonely,
Look at what you've shown me,
Never find a love like this.

Cause this life tried to keep us apart,
You keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
Aren't you glad you found me,
Wrap you all around me,
Never find a love like this.

May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
That still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
For you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
Not to make you my wifey,
Man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
Me and you, we strollin,
They don't wanna come around.

Let me hear you say,
You're the only one that knows me,
Love it when you hold me,
Never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
Now I'll never be lonely,
Look at what you've shown me,
Never find a love like this.

When this life tries to keep us apart,
You keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
Wrap you all around me,
Never find a love like this,

Oh... Never find a love like this...
When this life tried to keep us apart,
You keep callin me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh... Never find a love like this.
Oh... Never find a love like this

by : Natasha Bedingfield feat. Sean Kingston

Never There

I need your arms around me
I need to feel your touch
I need your understanding
I need your love so much

You tell me that you love me so
You tell me that you care
But when I need you (baby)
Baby you're never there

On the phone
long long distance
always through such strong resistance
First you say you're too busy
I wonder if you even miss me

Never there
You're never there
You're never ever ever ever there

A golden bird that flies away
A candle's fickle flame
To think I held you yesterday

Your love was just a game
You tell me that you love me so
You tell me that you care
But when I need you (baby)
Baby

Take the time to get to know me
If you want me why can't you just show me
We're always on this roller coaster
If you want me why can't you get closer

Never there
You're never there
You're never ever ever ever there

by : Cake

~aNiSr~

wehuuuuuuuu~ i found some interesting part. Eventhough we've known each other quite some time ago, actually i've met Super Fast Good Friend on 10th June 2007 @Uptown. That time, i just came back from Kuala Kubu Bharu. I've asked Super-Fast-Good-Friend before to come along. tp sombong, then i remembered Super-Fast-Good-Friend so menyesal coz tak ikut when he saw the photos. yeah when i looked back my organizer, met Super-Fast- Good -Friend on 'friend's' wedding on 2nd June 2007.

so the flow will be :

• 2nd JUNE



• 10th JUNE



• 16th JUNE - the most perfect day!



• 1st JULY



• 18th JULY



• 19th JULY



• 20th JULY



• 26th JULY - the happiest day!



• 29th JULY - the day!

* had great time! no doubt 'bout that...

~aNiSr~

ye! aku mmg 'terkena ketepek setepek kat muke' mase bace ni =p received from high school BFF on 16th August 2007.

16 Signs You Love Someone

SIXTEEN:

When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.

FIFTEEN:

You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.

FOURTEEN:

You walk really slow when you're with them.

THIRTEEN:

You feel shy whenever they're around.

ELEVEN:

When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.

TEN:

You smile when you hear their voice.

NINE:

When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

EIGHT:

You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.

SEVEN:

They're all you think about.

SIX:

You get high just from their scent.

FIVE:

You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:

You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:

While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

~aNiSr~

received 6th Oct '06 yup! 2006.

WHEN U R ONLY 5 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U ASKED ME: WHAT IS IT?

WHEN U R 15 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U BLUSHED... U LOOK DOWN AND SMILE...

WHEN U R 20 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U PUT UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER AND HOLD MY HAND... AFRAID THAT I MIGHT DISAPPEAR...

WHEN U R 25 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U PREPARE BREAKFAST AND SERVE IT IN FRONT OF ME, AND KISS MY FORHEAD SAID: U BETTER BE QUICK, IT'S GONNA BE LATE

WHEN U R 30 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U SAID: IF U REALLY LOVE ME, PLEASE COME BACK EARLY AFTER WORK.

WHEN U R 40 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U R CLEANING THE DINING TABLE AND SAID: OK DEAR, BUT IT'S TIME FOR U TO HELP OUR CHILD WITH HIS/HER REVISION...

WHEN U R 50 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U R KNITTING AND U LAUGH AT ME :-D

WHEN U R 60 YRS OLD, I SAID I LOVE U.
U SMILE AT ME :-)

WHEN U R 70 YRS OLD. I SAID I LOVE U.
WE SIT ON THE ROCK ING CHAIR WITH OUR GLASSES ON. I'M READING YOUR LOVE LETTER THAT U SENT TO ME 50 YRS AGO... WITH OUR HAND CROSSING TOGETHER...

WHEN U R 80 YRS OLD, U SAID U LOVE ME!
I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BUT CRIED... THAT DAY MUST BE THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE! BECAUSE U SAID U LOVE ME!!!

PLEASE APPRECIATE YOUR LOVED ONES..SAY "I LOVE YOU" TO THEM TODAY!

[i love you] means really care for you......say it out but not to expect the return or anything....

[i love you] is said because there is a pure thought.. that was hoping this magical 3 words..can bring you happiness and futurity......and because of having such pure thoughts... ppl which have true heart to a person. gives out all his/her courage to tell : I love you

*Appreciate this words For It speaks and reveals the truth of a person.

Hope one day, when i turn 60, can see that smile on you :)

~aNiSr~

Found it!just vet through my inbox and found this SuperGiler Funny Love Letter. received it on 12th June 2007. yeah! still keep it. never fail to make me laugh like mad!

SURAT CINTA TIJAH

Tijah budak kampung, tapi bekerja di Kuala Lumpur .

Biasalah bila sudah duduk "town", mula lupa asal usul. Pakaian seksi maut, bercinta pula dgn lelaki mat saleh. Ke hulu ke hilir menayang boyfriendnya yg bermata biru.

Satu hari dia ternampak lelaki Inggeris tadi dgn wanita lain yg lebih cantik dan bergaya daripadanya.
Tijah menangis tiga hari tiga malam. Pada malam ke empat, Tijah mengambil sehelai kertas dan menulis surat untuk memutuskan perhubungannya dgn lelaki mat saleh tadi yg baru sebulan dikenalinya.


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Mike....

I WANT TO CUT CONNECTION US.

I have think about this very cook-cook. I know I clap one hand only.
Correctly, I have seen you and she walk-walk together at town with eyes myself. You grab hand she.

You always ask for apology back-back. I don't trust you again! You are really crocodile land.

My friend speak you play wood three. First-first I think my friend lie me. But now I know you correct-correct play wood three.

So, I break connection to pull my body from this love triangle. I know this result I pick is very correct, because you love she very high from
me.

So, I cut this connection to go far from here. I don't want you to play-play with my liver.

I have been crying until no more eye water thinking about you. I don't want banana to fruit two times.

Safe walk..
Tijah

And i wanna to translate this whole letter. hahhahah~ correct my Bahasa pls :P mind you - this is direct translation =p

Mike,
I nak putuskan hubungan kita.

I dah fikirkan tentang ni masak-masak. I tahu i bertepuk sebelah tangan sahaja.

Sebenarnya, i ternampak you dan dia berjalan-jalan bersama di bandar dengan mata i sendiri. You pegang tangan dia.

You selalu balik-balik minta maaf. I dah tak percayakan you lagi! You memang buaya darat.

Kawan i cakap you main kayu tiga. Awal-awal i ingatkan kawan i tipu i. tapi sekarang i tau u mmg betul-betul main kayu tiga.

Jadi, i nak putuskan hubungan untuk pergi jauh dari sini. I tak mahu u main-main dengan hati i.

I dah menangis sampai takde airmata kerana memikirkan tentang u. I tak nak pisang berbuah dua kali.

Selamat Jalan..
Tijah

hang gelak pasai apa? hahahahah!

~aNiSr~

Found it!just vet through my inbox and found this SuperGiler Funny Love Letter. received it on 12th June 2007. yeah! still keep it. never fail to make me laugh like mad!

SURAT CINTA TIJAH

Tijah budak kampung, tapi bekerja di Kuala Lumpur .

Biasalah bila sudah duduk "town", mula lupa asal usul. Pakaian seksi maut, bercinta pula dgn lelaki mat saleh. Ke hulu ke hilir menayang boyfriendnya yg bermata biru.

Satu hari dia ternampak lelaki Inggeris tadi dgn wanita lain yg lebih cantik dan bergaya daripadanya.
Tijah menangis tiga hari tiga malam. Pada malam ke empat, Tijah mengambil sehelai kertas dan menulis surat untuk memutuskan perhubungannya dgn lelaki mat saleh tadi yg baru sebulan dikenalinya.


*****************************************************************************

Mike....

I WANT TO CUT CONNECTION US.

I have think about this very cook-cook. I know I clap one hand only.
Correctly, I have seen you and she walk-walk together at town with eyes myself. You grab hand she.

You always ask for apology back-back. I don't trust you again! You are really crocodile land.

My friend speak you play wood three. First-first I think my friend lie me. But now I know you correct-correct play wood three.

So, I break connection to pull my body from this love triangle. I know this result I pick is very correct, because you love she very high from
me.

So, I cut this connection to go far from here. I don't want you to play-play with my liver.

I have been crying until no more eye water thinking about you. I don't want banana to fruit two times.

Safe walk..
Tijah

And i wanna to translate this whole letter. hahhahah~ correct my Bahasa pls :P mind you - this is direct translation =p

Mike,
I nak putuskan hubungan kita.

I dah fikirkan tentang ni masak-masak. I tahu i bertepuk sebelah tangan sahaja.

Sebenarnya, i ternampak you dan dia berjalan-jalan bersama di bandar dengan mata i sendiri. You pegang tangan dia.

You selalu balik-balik minta maaf. I dah tak percayakan you lagi! You memang buaya darat.

Kawan i cakap you main kayu tiga. Awal-awal i ingatkan kawan i tipu i. tapi sekarang i tau u mmg betul-betul main kayu tiga.

Jadi, i nak putuskan hubungan untuk pergi jauh dari sini. I tak mahu u main-main dengan hati i.

I dah menangis sampai takde airmata kerana memikirkan tentang u. I tak nak pisang berbuah dua kali.

Selamat Jalan..
Tijah

hang gelak pasai apa? hahahahah!

~aNiSr~

i can't continue this. it's just a DEJAVU of what happened to me and Super-Fast-Good-Friend. but thinking back, i just need more time to recover. maybe it's just like my good-colleague said 'mungkin die takde pape kot weh, mungkin pada dia biasa je'.

i've posted about this person few days ago, and it seems turn out to be errr~ i dunno. this person sounds serious eventhough i always tell myself that we are in like 'saje suke-suke' @ 'friends only' relationship now.

i don't want to repeat the same mistakes. seriously the way i see it, i'm turning back the way i am before i've met Super- Fast-Good-Friend.

plus the hesitation is there. might be because i'm still thinking about that freaky Super-Fast-Good-Friend. i dun want same thing to happen. i just feel something not right somewhere.

i missed the way that i feel towards Super-Fast-Good-Friend - SINCERITY & TRUTHFULLY & BEING MYSELF

i want to be fair to myself and the other party.

so no more sms(es) today.

~aNiSr~

weeeheee~ not mine. but 'closest's thihihii~ weeeeeeeeeeeeee! can't wait to show off the baju that i curik from my aunt's closest. with permission la dude! =p she doesn't want it anymore. so, me just grabbed it la. luckily the baju is so ngam ngam choy with my body. weeehuuuu! and she said the baju is gift from anak raja royalty mane ntah. ahahhah~ giler aku pakai baju anak raja. bawang putih bawang merah lalalalala~ untung-untuk kawen ngan anak raja. aminnnnnnnnnnn~

got matching bag as well. bought it from GUESS. weeeeeeeeee!

thanks 'closest' for making the call! weeeeeeeeeee~ received a call from 'closest' always made my day....

~aNiSr~

Weekend Plans

Saturday

Day

Ex-colleague wedding
Open house @ Rawang
Office colleague beraya at hommie

Mr Taw beraya at hommie

Night

'Closest' Annual Dinner @ Westin Hotel (can't wait!)

Sunday

Day
Neighbour's wedding

• No More Hoping


• No More Waiting


• No More Denial


• No More Lie


• No More Avoiding


• No More Thinking

~aNiSr~

EFFECTS OF COLD WATER

Please be a true friend and send this article to all your friends you care about.



For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.
A serious note about heart attacks - You should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.
You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know the better chance we could survive.
A cardiologist says if everyone who reads this message sends it to 10 people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life. Read this & Send the link to a friend. It could save a life. So, please be a true friend and send this article to all your friends you care about.

~aNiSr~

'ex ko dah nak kawen.'

wohoooo~ one of my colleague IMed me and told that this colleague IMed her and ask her whether she got anybody. then he told her that her ex gonna get married soon. haih! and her tears just went out like water melalui Paip Air Syabas. hhuuuuh~ pity her. seriously! why? she just can't forget about him eventhough it happened quite a long time ago.

my opinion? errr~ i think she already see her future with him that time. what i've said so, bcoz this lady is 2 years older than me which means she's 26, and that guy kalau tak silap 3 years older than me 27 ke 28 ntah. so cam sesuai sgt la kan nak tie-the-knot. but then, that guy left her simply like, not pick up the calls, not replying the sms (sounds familiar?) and then pooooffff ~ we are no longer in the relationship. yup! that easy. but she did told us (me and other good colleagues) that, the guy did tell her after they had serious talk after the broke off thingy, he felt so 'uncomfortable' when she called him 'sayang' and lemas with the cintan cintun environment. haih! tu je? then i was like? that can be change if you know the meaning of DISCUSS or TALK TO EACH OTHER? like i said before in previous post, when the love is gone, when you just lost IT, you can give a whole word reason. whether logic or not? still consider as VALID reason. but at least THERE is one.

but i'm proud of them as they still remain as friends...

*i wonder how on earth am i gonna react if i received this kind of tie-the-knot news~

~aNiSr~