i can't continue this. it's just a DEJAVU of what happened to me and Super-Fast-Good-Friend. but thinking back, i just need more time to recover. maybe it's just like my good-colleague said 'mungkin die takde pape kot weh, mungkin pada dia biasa je'.
i've posted about this person few days ago, and it seems turn out to be errr~ i dunno. this person sounds serious eventhough i always tell myself that we are in like 'saje suke-suke' @ 'friends only' relationship now.
i don't want to repeat the same mistakes. seriously the way i see it, i'm turning back the way i am before i've met Super- Fast-Good-Friend.
plus the hesitation is there. might be because i'm still thinking about that freaky Super-Fast-Good-Friend. i dun want same thing to happen. i just feel something not right somewhere.
i missed the way that i feel towards Super-Fast-Good-Friend - SINCERITY & TRUTHFULLY & BEING MYSELF
i want to be fair to myself and the other party.
so no more sms(es) today.
~aNiSr~
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