I just reached office. Visited my mom's best friend which just lost her beloved daddy last night. When i came back home last night after hangout with High-Scholl-BFF, my mom waited at the door and informed me with the sad news. I was so shocked as we just talking about her last 2 nights.
This morning when i walked to her house, i saw her in White Silk Baju Kurung, she was so calmed. Went to see her and hugged her, then we can't stop crying. I guess it's because both of us are the only child in the family. I feel so sorry for her that she lost someone that really closed to her. Her Daddy. She's not very much close with the mother. I shall say she's not closed to the mom indeed as much as to her dad. Even i know the real story behind. I went in and gave the last respect to her dad, i can't stop burst into tears when i saw him. 'Ya Allah, sangat cantik jenazah Arwah'. Very calm indeed.
While waiting to arrange the necessary, i was thinking, she also doesn't really have closed relatives and now she lost someone dear to her. she's the only child and doesn't have so much friends around. one thing that she felt so satisfied the most, she spent quality time with his daddy this few months. after he had been diagnosed for Lymph Cancer, she always by his side, but she just felt regretted that she wasn't with him the moment he's gone.
suddenly i felt so much grateful of what i had now - supporting mom, firm dad, brother & sister in law, closed relatives and lovely friends. but i just thought, would they be around when i need them the most? exclude mom & dad, relatives all, but will be friends around me then? will they come to give the last respect to me when i'm gone?
and went to send my mom to Masjid @ Dato' Keramat for Solat Jenazah and this is my first time joining the Army Convoy followed behind Van Jenazah and there were about 20cars flashing the hazard light (including me~) all the way the Tun Hussein Onn. it was an experience to be inside the Army Camp (or Town), and the Army Traffic hold the traffic for us. where you can simply go thru eventhough it's red traffic light :D
on the way to office, i just give a call to High-School-BFF and told everything, and this made me so-can't-stop-crying. 'Nis, aku paham. Ko jangan risau, ko ade aku, aku akan ada di sisi kau'
i am not so much daddy's girl but now i'm so thankful that i still have someone to be cherish - Ma' Parents.
~aNiSr~
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