A N I S 97

am so tired today. i think crying-part-in-the-morning made me felt so lil' headache now.

did i published something that made people sad yesterday? god! i think i just published something nice thing right? but i don't know. some people may think that i just provoking and heat things up. that's really not my intention. never!

* Mr. Sunshine - 'new sensation'? ahahahah~ chill la beb~ nothing wrong to share what! it's good to see that my buddy to have someone dear. and those ' in a relationhip' status kinda works to you la beb! why la you need to delete those lovely comments? jgn emosi okeh~ ngeeee~ seriously i never had intention to make you sad with yesterday's published! please don't be sad~ it eats my heart so badly :-S

but yeah~ different people, different understanding. i had a long conversation with my High-School-BFF last night and i'm so solidly, truly satisfied. and some other 'updated' stories too :P but hey, she's moving to Sungai Petani soon. I AM SO OVERWHELMED but at one part, i am so sad that she's will be quite far away from me soon. And seriously we never being so much away before. :'( but hey~ it's really for her own good. and even i've talked to her boss to promote her but yeah~ have to be in Kedah. but she really eager to do something new and this is the right time and good opportunity for her. can't imagine how am gonna spend my day & night when i need someone the most. haih~

today, i'm kinda made my BFFs & Good-Colleague felt sad coz' i made a statement (thru email of course :P) that i thought while i was waiting for Allahyarham this morning. i was thinking - will be anybody still remember me when i'm gone? will be anybody will attending my funeral? will be anybody be there for me when i lose someone that dear to me? (Ya Allah, panjangkan umur mereka... Amin!). and made them sad when i said that to them. Sorry gurls~ it's just a thought.

and yeah~ i think i'm too much emotional for the lost today. i still remember when my High-School-BFF lost her father about 8years ago, i'm the one who really cried a lot! i mean we both cried~ i still remember that i hugged her all the way just to make sure she will stay strong indeed. god! now suddenly thought of her late dad who always tell out jokes whenever i came to her house. Al-Fatihah...

oh! i need to pack up~ i'll be away but be back on Sunday. i wanna go somewhere on Wesak Day. Anybody care to plan anything? :P I wanna watch movie please. And suddenly can't wait for 23rd May - Clinique Shopping Day! weeeee~

~aNiSr~