A N I S 97

::: spread THE LOVE will be her All-Time favourite :::

Sunday, October 21, 2007

after all this...

inscribed by aNiSr 97 |

i can't stop typing. maybe too much keeping inside. yeah! that's the reason! so many things that i kept to myself. because why? i only tell people good things about me. good things bout others too. but it dosn't mean that i published all these to let out all negative things about other people or about me of course. nop! NOT AT ALL! i just wish that i can fix some few things back. some thing like Relationship @ Friendship i guess?



i wish i can be a good friend to some people that sometimes i nearly forgot (some are intentionally and some aren't) about them :



Used to be my other half. Dunno why, we are barely speaks to each other now.  but i think he needs more space and time than i do i guess. the time will come~ (i know you gonna say, it's Anis the Mean Girl! yeah~whatever!)



Used to be a good friend (i called it Super Fast Good Friend), we knew each other during in MMU, but then, this year, met him back at our friend's wedding, and then there goes all the good things that happened to me during those dates that i mentioned in previous post. but sometimes i think i wanna get rid of him but when i see this quote, it's just simply mean something :



If you can't get somebody out of your head, maybe they're supposed to be there



Used to be errrr~ how should i say Super Crush? till now i still think that i owe him more than an apology. i wished we were good friends but he didn't think that way now. sometimes i feel i shouldn't treat him so well till he kept feelings towards me. i still can't forget how he confronted me, asking me why i can't accept him more than a friend. when thinking that incident back then, i felt so shaky and nervous. thought he gonna slapped straight on my face for the answer i've said was 'No'. and it happened on nearly on my birthday. yup! suprised me with Special Birthday present 'His Confrontation! and it happened in MMU. wheewww~ i still owe an apology to you Mr MSM. Truly Sorry.





~aNiSr~



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