just received a call from his 'closest'. that's it! yup~ this 'closest' thought that it's time to let it go. it's gonna be tough one, but when you can feel that he has someone else, better jump with a parachute (thank God there is one!) before the airplane crashed down aight? at least you know you will be landing some where safely (i hope)
do you know that sometimes you have chemistry with someone and you just knew it from beginning? when i met him during our '1st Fun Time Together', i felt we got connection somewhere. i can feel his feelings and when the time he gonna called or SMSed me. kinda fun! i just knew but i didn't tell you of course or else - there goes the 'Perasan' girl :P 'dah suke, sumer benda ade 6th sense'
but yup! after the 'silent moment', first thing that i thought 'he's just not ready or have a serious thought about IT' and guess what, it's true! after a while, u send an sms stated that you are not ready for any commitment at the moment. woooohoooo~ as simple as an SMS (i know it should be 'as simple as ABC'). as simple as that. DONE! That's it! I (as in him) can go anywhere without thinking about this girl or THE relationship anymore. i doubt it when you stated 'Yes, We are!' when i asked whether are we still friends. it's so easy for a Man. a simple SMS can take all things away. i wonder who's that lucky girl... seriously i mean it. lucky to have you. but unlucky for me to experience all this. i bet she will never experience all this cause you never dare to do these mistakes again aight? better don't! let me be the last person that experience all this things please.
i always pray that if all these happen to me because of what i did to few people mainly named as Man before, i willingly accept all this fate. but if i'm the middle of so called 'maltreatment @ abuse' victim, may Allah bless ANYbody who intentionally plan to do that to me. Semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa hambaNya yang tidak sempurna...
like this 'closest' always told me, 'it's hard when people don't know how to appreciate someone that love them more than anything'
it's ok. i never regret that i loved you before. i became to know myself better...
~aNiSr~
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