A N I S 97

i don't wannabe someone who turns a warmth family upside down, who breaks the family bond because of someone in the family ain't feel the same way that others do.

i am the only one and always wish i can be with a family that have unbounded family bond. i wish i can call all the names with the 'pangkat' eventhough the age ain't so much difference. sometimes, when i went back to my dad's kampung, so fun calling this all cousin's 'kak lang', 'kak ngah', 'bang long'... there goes all those 'pangkats'. i feel so bond together eventhough i might turn out not-so-like this cousins, that cousins. heheheh~

long time ago, i wish i can get a Abang and a Kakak. yup! i still wannabe the Manja one la of course. :P but yeah! i am now having a so call - Abang and Sister In Law. heheheheh~ which i seriously now so thankful to have them around. better be with your own family rather than others aight? like my mom always said, 'it will never be the same when you surrounded by real family who sometimes had tough time together and Other Family eventhough they treats you very well'

yup! but i still remember when i saw your picture with the siblings and where your arms are around the sisters. so touched each and everytime i saw that picture. really shows that you are so protective to the sisters and will NEVER EVER let anything happen to them. i still remember once you have told me that you scared to bring me out when thinking that you have sisters around you. thinking how will be my parents feel when a guy dragging out their daughter for night outing. alahai~ kalau dah berkenan, as long SINCERE, i don't see so much problem on that. don't u think? but i understand. once i become a mother one day, of course i'm gonna bebel A LOT when i see a guy taking my daughter for outing rite? can't imagine if you be the father? hahahahah~ mmg mampos la kene kurung dan syarahan agama Al-Kulliyah life depan pagar rumah. but it's just a lame dream that i 'berangan-angan' long time ago. no more dreaming Miss Anis?

but i am more thankful that i've met these 2 adorable Ladies (in fact is 3 lol! but lately we barely communicate each other, might be she's also feel guilty of what happened to me and US) . i never have to mention both their names. you know who you are aight? this two lovely Ladies, always made my day when they are around. there are always the time that i felt, are they really sincere treat me as their friends or just hmmm~ i think you know what i mean. but guess what my 6th sense always tells me? they are REALLY SINCERE to be my friends. never doubt bout that. but yeah~ i always be prepare for the worst you know. might be someday they will getting new friend in the family.(oh yeah! definitely~) whether are they still remember me till then? but friends might come and go but TRUE friend will always be there eventhough you are not around or not anymore in this world...

~aNiSr~