i had HEARTACHE all day long. this is not HEARTACHE-sakit-hati, it is really heartache - biologically! dunno why, maybe i slept with all the words cramped in my head. slept with lights on, slept without really preparing to sleep. huh? i remembered i slept with thousands of words inside my head, too much confusion inside the heart. but, seems like it might end by the end of today. isn't it? or it just a beginning of a WAR? i can feel someone (or might be few people) is/are cursing me in GOOD/POLITE way (is there any?).
trying so hard to get away (meaning so farrrrr away) from me. actually i've been trying soooOOoo hard to do same thing since your 'silent moment'. but i FAILED with flying colours! :D so many reasons why it failed. maybe i just don't know the meaning of 'GIVING UP'. because why? i thought you are the ONE...
You know why :
- i never behave like this before
- i never been this reckless & restless like this before
- i never done this before
- i never been this sincere before (yup!i don't believe it for myself too)
when i think again or so call RE-think, it might be it turned out that u liked me because i like @ love you first. yeah~ basically kind of 'kesian pompuan ni'
Let me ask you few questions,
- How many of you think that when a Woman confronted you and says she's in love with you, your EGO are up top the sky?
- How many of you think that when a woman sincerely stated that she's in love with you, you being cocky and raise up "jual mahal' part and says ' You Like Me First, and do I have to Like You Back? why should i bother?"
- How many of you think that Man should be doing the feelings confrontation part first rather than a Woman?
- How many of you think that Man gonna really appreciate when a Woman says the 3 Magic Words?
* I bet i'm gonna get the lowest percentage on the last question though~ '
that's is why in Hadith is stated that 'Malu adalah sebahagian daripada Iman' - sent by someone who really good in digging out many sources of this. that's why i like him very much~ giler tapi beriman. ye ke? :P
~aNiSr~
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