i wonder what were u thinking if u reading all these. yup~ i never done this when i was with you before. i can't even tell my EXACT feelings. maybe too long relationship? or maybe too much things that i tolerate? it is simply- i can't even tell who am i when i'm with you after that particular years. yup! can't even tell what's left for us. LOVE? use to be full of it before, but at one stage, it became lower, lower and phoooffff~ gone! yup~ after 4 years.
like u said, 'after 4years, and u decided this?'
i know u never thought of this at all. but i did! some times yes. but i couldn't dare to tell you. can't find the right time. don't blame anybody for this. blame me. yes! i'm the one who should be blame. i just can't help forcing myself to spread the love as before. and i'm not being fair to you if i still carry on with the relationship. maybe i should be punish for all these. and guess it is in process!
may you will be meeting someone that much away sincere and lovable. and i know u will be. as i know u are such a nice and warmth person.
* and what on earth, this Elliot Yamin singing 'that' song when i'm typing all these... haih~
~aNiSr~
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