a call from 'closest' always made my day. it's like cam 'Munculnya Pelangi Selepas Hujan'. cececece~ i'm sure u gonna so perasan when u read this. but yes! today, i'm like shooting-the- rusty-bullets to you with all things that i kept inside quite some time.
u know what, i'm not angry that you didn't like @ love me back like i did, but it just because you turned away as simple as that. do u mean that all the things that you have said, what you did to me, getting to know 'closests', are nothing to you? c'mon! stand at one side please! stand up man! make up your mind. it's either Yes @ No, u can't be in between. it's like hmmmm.... what have you done to me before this is ONLY FRIEND type relationship? i don't know. i just want to know the reason why are you behaving like this? my good-colleague told me today, 'you suppose to get married to someone that can stick to you today and until the next 100years. don't be aahhh demmmitt~ married to her already today, tomorrow i'm gonna wake up without her i guess, then the next day, with her or without her!' wheeewww~ true!
hey! i can tolerate even worse than this, how can you know that i can't tolerate with you? but awayyyy before that, tell me! tell me a REASON (A means 1) i don't need a whole stack or a long list. i just need A reason to hold on. i've tried so hard to understand you. but you never let me. i've tried so hard to learn more about you, but we never had the chance. one thing that i know, you are really damn good in AVOIDING. superb! i tell you, but u know what, i always think positively when you try to avoid me, meaning that, 'alaaaa~ die busy tu' but then till when? last time, you used to be Superbusy too but still, can be friends aight? can still be contacted aight? but now? haihhh~ i thought i'm the only one who do too much the THINKING part, but i guess, you are like SuperThinker?
but please, don't do this to others. especially when you've meet your so called 'Another Half' one day. yup! the real one...
~aNiSr~
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