aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!! i can't breath! inhale exhale!
1st thing, i woke up with all the M's - Miserable, Mix Up, Mak aihhh~ still thought bout him lol~ yup! tough one i know~ when i saw his last status on !YM, ' What Is Love?' i guess, he's in love with someone already. wohhooooo~ do i look i care? naddaaaa~ i just hate to be like this, but i did! whatever he thinks it's best for him, i'm happy for him too. alalallalaa~ c'mon anis! you can get rid of him!
2nd thing is, i feel so NERVOUSSSSSSSSSSS yup with lot of 'S'es there you see? feel so tense about tomorrow's presentation until i've met my mentor with his beloved husband during breakfast. yup! i just had only hot lemon tea ONLY for breakfast today. as usual, i've been thinking about this presentation all night long (eventhough my fingers are Non-Stop @ Continuosly typing for the blog :P).
yup!~COMPARING~ that's my first enemy when come to presentation. when i saw one of the team member presenting late evening yesterday, i'm like whoooaaa~ i'm srewed! totally srewed. so this morning, i had breakfast with my mentor and her hubby and they were like ' hey! this is so not you, we know you better! you can do it, why should you compare to those (errrr~ can't stated here-kinda of racist weh!) they are naturally talented in public speaking.' adoiii mak~
i always have these thought when comes to presentation or interviews :
- can't do it
- can't meet the expectations
- LACK of confidence (should be TOO LACK!)
- screwed!
because why? i always want to reach Top of The Best.i always ( and again this Wait For You is on the radio! heyyy~ i'm trying to get rid of him remember? but when i heard this song, sangat teringat ni!) anyway, back to the main issue. where am i? oh ya, i always wanted to reach higher. i will never satisfy with the word BEST but TOP of The Best suits me i guess. tu la! nyusahkan diri. last time, i always wondered why i always became so tense when coming to presentation & interviews. but then, on and on, i became to know that i want to be TOP of The Best (sounds funny but crazy too!) but hey~ i think it's inspires me in many ways. or else i will never take anything for serious :D
3rd thing of all! why i like working in American-based company? i got the BIG opportunity to look at GORGEOUS hunk with a big 'S' ahhahah ~ double meaning :P HUNKS la weh! pk apa? :P since yesterday, there were a group of American hunk and pretty ladies came to the office for'what-the-heck-training'. and there were i think 4 of them are wOOOohhoooOOoo hunk and phewwwiittt ladies! woooo~ seems our HQ in San Ramon really know how to choose the employees for the company lol! this morning, this BALD (yup, u read BALD there!),quite musclar and sangat polished American Hunk, wore a green t-shirt (hey same colour with me today! ada jodohkan kita? llalalalala~) wished a warmth 'Good Morning' i was like??? 'take me to the moon!' lalallalaa~ until my crazy colleague shouted at me 'hoi anis! aku tau nape ko nak lalu training room ni!!!' thihiih~ haihhhh~ there goes the capsul back to the earth. but they are kinda good looking guys, aren't they?' then few minutes later, the same guy wished again! me n good-friend-in-the office were likeeeee, we need CPR!!!!! we just simply sticked to the wall and trying sooOOoo hard to find some air. weeeeeeehhuuuuu!
these gorgeous hunks made my day....
Allah jadikan segala ciptaanNya sempurna, dan yang paling sempurna dan cantik kejadianNya adalah manusia. tak salah kita memuji kejadian Allah yang sempurna tu kan? :D
*oh, did i tell you that there will be A-Long-Line-Managers + Area Global Marketing Manager + GENERAL MANAGER as well in the room to see the presentation? Now, you know why i said gonna TOTALLY SCREWED UP!
~aNiSr~
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